Dear Mommy,
Well I am now eight mommy. Can you believe it. I am getting bigger everyday.
You are still in heaven. When will you come home to me and papa. Papa cries a lot. He thinks I can't hear him. He thinks that if he cries late at night I would be asleep and wouldn't know but mommy i'm never asleep. I cry to mommy. Why is it not okay for him to cry. We all cry right.
Something happened to uncle Matt. He went to the hospital and is really sick. It's driving aunt Brenna insane. She misses him being at home.
Uncle Ben has disappeared. No one knows where he went. He just left suddenly without warning. I miss him mommy. I miss you too.
Sarah said you aren't coming back. I didn't believe her. She said that uncle Matt is gonna be with you soon too.
Where is heaven mommy? Can I come see you there? Maybe uncle Matt would take me with him when he goes there to see you? Will he convince you to come back home? Maybe he will be the one to bring you home? Oh my I sure hope he does. I want to hug you mommy. When will you come home to me.