Gangsta love (BTS ff)

Chapter 6

Y/N P.O.V
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As we were on our way over to Bangtan's safe house I couldn't stop thinking about what would or could happen between Jungkook and I. I was so nervous to see him again after that night which is a first, I am never nervous to see/talk to anyone, especially a boy. What are you doing to me Jeon Jungkook? As the car came to a halt I stopped daydreaming and got out of the car. As soon as we went into the house we were greeted by BANGTAN'S and their A.R.M.Y's.

BTS & A.R.M.Y - "welcome Unbreakable and Blackpink" they all said in perfect unison

Me - "annyeonghaseyo, thanks for inviting us" I said politely on behalf of everyone

Jungkook -thanks for coming. Y/N can I talk to you privately please? "

Everyone except A.R.M.Y's - "oooohhh~"

Me - "yeah, sure" I said trying my hardest not to look or sound nervous

I then walked into another section of the house with jungkook. He didn't say anything on the way but as soon as he closed the door and I sat on the bed, I asked

Me - "is this your room?" I asked looking around

Jungkook - "yeah, but only for when we're here, I hardly even use it."

Me  - "oh okay... so what did you want to talk about?"

Jungkook  - "I wanted to talk about us, about what happened last night"

I immediately got red and jungkook noticed cause I could see a smile forming on his lips

Me - "what is there to talk about? It was just a dare"

I could tell what I said hurt him, the smile on his face disappeared so fast. It had hurt me too, cause to me it was more than just a dare.

Jungkook - "yeah I guess, it was just a dare, there's nothing more to talk about"

As soon as those words left his mouth my chest started to hurt, why? Why was this happening to me? Jungkook left the room after he said that and I was left there, sitting on his bed with my heart in pain.

Jungkook P.O.V
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I wanted to ask y/n about last night so bad. I need to know if she feels the same way I do, ever since last night she's just been in my head and my heart, I just need to know.

Me - "thanks for coming. Y/N can I talk to you privately please?"

Everyone except A.R.M.Y 's - "oooohhh~"

Y/N - "yeah, sure" she said it so brave but I could tell she was nervous. It was cute

I then led her to my bedroom in another section of the house where no one could hear us. I didn't say anything the whole way there, I was trying to come up with different ways to approach her.
So, last night was something else, huh?, I had alot of fun last night, what about you?,
I would like to have a repeat of last night.
No, no, no, it's not right I thought to myself. Now we are inside my room, I close the door and sit down on the bed beside y/n.

Y/N - "is this your room?" She asked looking around

Me - "yeah, but only for when we're here. I hardly even use it"

Y/N - "oh okay... so what did you want to talk about?" She asked with curiosity in her eyes

Me - "I wanted to talk about us, about what happened last night" I said trying to keep my composure. The best thing I knewcwas that I was smiling and the reason being is because of her, her cheeks were flushed in red and she looked ever so beautiful. My heart beat increased 10 times faster just looking at her.

Y/N - "what is there to talk about? It was just a dare"

As she said that my heart shattered into a million pieces, I thought she felt the same way I did, that kiss last night was not just a kiss. It felt like more.

Me - "yeah I guess, it was just a dare, there's nothing more to talk about"

I said trying to sound as convincible as I could. After I said that I just left the room, I couldn't stay there any longer, just seeing her now made my heart hurt. I left the room and went back to my members as I put on a brave face. Y/N came out of the room a few minutes later but I wasn't feeling heart broken anymore, I was sad and worried, she looked like she was... crying? Why was she crying? I wanted to go talk to her so bad so I walked up to her but she just walked away.

Y/N P.O.V
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After jungkook left the room I broke down crying, why did this hurt so much? Does he really not care about me? I tried to stop the tears but it just kept flowing. All I could do was sit there and cry, I know I can go to the girls with boy problems but not with Jungkook problems. I finally stopped crying after a few minutes, I went into the bathroom and re-applied some makeup but if anyone watched me carefully they would be able to tell I was crying my soul out. I went back out to the rest of the guys and the first person my eyes landed on was Jungkook and the tears wanted to start again. As I stood next to Nia and taehyung as they were talking their mushy stuff I saw Jungkook walking up to me with sadness written all over him. As he got closer I just walked away from him and everyone realized something was wrong.

Jimin - "trouble in paradise" he said jokingly but also a lil worried

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