hot fire - B.T.

1 | Mexico | 4.12

So Ive had a crush on Derek since my brother Stiles introduced me to him about two years ago where I thought that he was Scott's cousin Miguel. And everyone knows about it. And Liam kinds has a crush on me which also pretty much everyone knows.

Then all the supernatural stuff happened and he told me all about it and I eventually got killed and arised from the dead as a Heretic because of a bitchy vampire called Katherine Pierce and somehow I was a witch all my life I just never knew until Katherine came along but that's all in the past I'm worried about the present. About what I'll have to do to calm Liam down.

Everyone knows about me having a crush on Derek it's obviously nothing more than a crush because he's like 7 years older than me and I know that I don't have a chance which really upset me when I first met him and developed the crush. I got used to it and I still like him but not as much as two years ago. Also Liam kinda has a crush on me and everyone knows about it as well. And all of that makes this situation so awkward.. mostly for me.

"Whatever you're gonna teach me." Liam started from beside me on my right with his eyes glowing and his claws out. "I think you better start." He finished breathing heavily. I could see that he's really trying by the sweat that was forming on his forehead.

"Liam we have a mantra that we use. Repeat it and focus on the words. It's like meditating. You say the words until you feel control coming back to you okay?" Derek said from his opposite. "Okay what are the words?!" Liam asked trying not to turn. "Look at the triskelian you see the Symbol? Each spiral means something." Derek carried on. "Alpha Beta Omega." I mumbled. "It represents the idea that we can always rise to one and fall back to the other. All you have to do is say the three words and with each one you tell yourself you're getting calmer, more in control. Go ahead." Derek said.

"Alpha,Beta-" Liam started but was interrupt by Derek. "Slower!" "Alpha, Beta, Omega." Liam started again this time slower but he let out a grunt probably because its not working. "Alpha , Beta , Omega." He kept going with heavy breaths. "Good." I said nudging his shoulder. "Say it again. Remember: every time you say the words you're getting calmer." Derek said which should help but it didn't. He said the three words again this time his voice sounded more animalistic. And Stiles got scared and put his legs on the bench in the back of the van. "I don't think that powerful talisman is working" Stiles said worried.

"God great. I really don't wanna do this especially not with you two watching." I said to my brother and my old crush frustrated. Then Liam let out a loud roar but before he could change any more and his fangs started showing I softly said his name causing him to look at my direction and then without thinking twice I got closer to him and kissed him. I didn't wanna do this and give him false hope but I had to so he wouldn't transform completely.

We kissed for a few seconds until he was completely human again and then he started kissing me with tongue and taking control but I didn't break the kiss because it felt good. It felt good kissing someone you know cares about you and doesn't just wanna hook up.

And then Stiles ruined it. "Wow wow alright that's enough!" he shouted separating us with his hands on both Liams and my chest. "Sorry" Liam said.

"Everything alright back there?" Braeden asked. "We're fine." Derek answered. "We're almost there" she told us.

"I can't believe I did it." Liam said and chuckled. "I helped you." I said. "Well yeah but for a second there I thought I was gonna tear you apart." He chuckled. "That would've made an awkward ride home so thanks." Stiles said sarcastically. "Think you can keep the same level of control and strength inside La Iglesia?" Derek asked. Then Liam showed us his hand with claws while the rest of him was human. "Great!" I exclaimed happily proud of him having control.