The Lost Lycan Princess

Chapter 6 - Mystery Man

My mind went blank. The word that came out if his mouth kept repeating itself in my mind as I tried to come to terms with what was happening.

Looking up, his eyes turned from red to an ocean blue as I fell lost in them. His scent infused my body like a disease as my eyes wandered to explored every inch of his beautiful face. His strong square jawline, big blue eyes, his full lips, the way the hair on the sides of his face met with the stumbles on his chin, how his eyebrows creased together as he showed a confused look in his face as I stepped away, releasing his grip from my waist. My head spun with dizziness. What just happened?

This was wrong but yet felt so right. I couldn't have found my mate. Stepping backwards, a growl released from his chest as he look at he with anger. Why was he angry at me? For letting go? For being scared? I couldn't do this, not with every thing that is going on. I mean, I'm hiding from a pack of lycan wolves who want my head. Meeting my mate would only put both him and myself in more danger then I already am. I wanted so bad to hold him, to kiss those beautiful lips, to discover what they tasted like but my head was going against my heart as my human was going against my wolf. She cried in my head to step towards him, to allow him to hold me just like he was a few moments ago, to be lost in his eyes. But I couldn't, I wouldn't. It took all the power and determination within me but I didn't have a choice. I knew he wanted me but there was so much he didn't know and it would make him a target if he found out.

Tears fell out of my eyes as I began to run towards the door. My wolf whimpered for me to go back to our mate but I couldn't. As I ran, I heard him behind me calling out "Please wait, we need to talk" but my brain refused to let me legs stop. Running out of the club, I saw a cab waiting just out side the door as people were getting out of it. Speeding past and almost knocking a lady over, I jumped into the back of the cab as I yelled for the cab driver to step on it. I didn't know where I was going to go, should I go home? Would he find me? As the cab drove off, I looked out the back window seeing my mate standing there staring after me. I could see the pain and confusing in his face as the cab driver turned left and disappeared around the corner.

I decided it would be best to go home after all I had no where else to go and the chances of my mate finding out where I lived were low. He didn't even know my name, I was sure he wouldn't know where I lived. What if someone told him? I mean the only one that knew where I lived was Kiera and she was ... Oh shit!! She was back at the club...with my mate!!
What if he seen us together and decided to integrate Kiera as to my whereabouts?? All these what's ifs swamped my mind as I got out of the cab and walked in the apartment.

Tears filled my eyes as I broke down in the kitchen floor. I couldn't hold them back anymore. Alina came into the back of my mind whining and crying. I could feel her every emotion and I knew she was hurting from what happened tonight. Being seperated from our mate was nothing less then a heart break but I was scared, scared of what could have happened if someone discovered who I was. That would only put my mate in danger and there was no way in hell I was going it risk that. I knew I didn't know him, hell, I didn't even know his name but he was my mate, my soulmate and he was mine. No one was going to hurt him at any extent, I had to protect him even if it mean we couldn't be together.

I cried to my till hearts content at my ongoing suffering. No matter how hard I wanted to believe it, I knew I could never move on, I knew I could never be able to love anyone other then my mate. I cried and cried till I could cry no more, till I feel weak with exhaustion.

Kiera didn't come home that night and it made me worry. Did something bad happen? I tried calling her multiple times but there was no answer. I stayed up till about 4am waiting for her to come home but she never did. Panic arose in me as negative thoughts surrounded my mind. It was my fault. I shouldn't have left her alone in that club but I wasn't thinking clearly at the time. Actually, I completely forgot about her till I arrived home. Getting up to leave the apartment in search for her I heard my fone ping.