None Of My Concern

Prolouge

Running from my problems was all I knew. Who want's to face reality?
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Temperance

Stepping away from the mirror I sighed. I felt as though I'd been standing here for hours, looking at her. I didn't feel like myself anymore.

How could I let myself go? The one person I truly loved turned against me. I couldn't explain what I felt at the moment. Betrayal, angry, and confused? Much way worse than that.

Knocking me out of my thoughts my phone vibrated. Wiping my eyes I walked towards the alert device picking it up. Looking over the phone I silently giggled at the notification. I was so tired of him posting about her.

I could never get him to show me off. Now here  I am, depressed over a man. A man who's clearly picked the women who he wants. I know what he needs, and it sure isn't her.

Throwing my phone across the room I screamed. With everything in me I hated him. I hated her for ruining what we had. We were suppose to get married, be a family . He wasn't suppose to leave me.

Walking towards my room I started to look for my shoes. I needed to go confront him about the things he's done. Finishing my task I made my way out the door, eventually hopping into my car.

Pulling out of the driveway i sped down the dark road. My intentions aren't to go there and act an ass. I simply just wanna talk, like the civilized person that I am.

Not realizing that I made it to my destination I parked the car a house down from his. Not wanting to draw to much attention to his neighbors.

Grabbing my prize possession from the glove department I made my way out of the car. Quietly making my to the house I couldn't help but notice another car in the driveway. I didn't know who it belonged to, but I was finna find out.

Finally reaching the door i rang the doorbell, awaiting for someone to open it. Soon enough i heard the locks turn. Opening the door there he stood. Looking surprised as ever.

"Temp, why you here girl?" He questioned confused. After our altercation a couple weeks ago he probably thought i'd never come back. wrong.

Noticing what I had in my hand he quickly tried to close the door, already ahead of him I barged in anyways. 

"Move out the way nigga, and close the door." I slightly whispered, pointing the gun his way. Doing as told, he then looked towards me with sympathy.

"Temp all this ain't worth it, let's just talk a baby."Laughing at his comment I sighed.

"I'm through with talking, who else is here Q?" Not giving me an answer I slightly grabbed him by the shirt leading him into the living room, I could hear the tv on.

"Baby who's at the do-" Stopping mid sentence she looked as though she seen a ghost. Pushing him towards the couch to where she was he quickly sat by her. Shaking my head at the two I started to pace the living room.

"And to think that you actually loved me. You left me for this bitch." I stated, waving my gun around. My intentions aren't to hurt anyone. But the way i'm feeling now, things won't end so sweet.

Quietly gazing at me I started to get more irritated. The tension was so thick, thick as to where you could cut it with a knife.

Standing up slowly he walked towards me, backing up I pointed the gun towards him.

"Move back Q." I said quietly, Not wanting to hurt him I continued to move back.

"Baby it's just you and I, fuck her. I just need you." He said looking me in the eyes.

"Stop lying, that's all you do!"

"Give me the gun Temp, we can talk this out. Just give it to me." He started leaping towards me. Not knowing what came over me I fired a shot at his stomach.

Looking over, a high pitched scream escaped from her mouth. Shocked by my actions I quickly dropped the gun, backing away from the wounded body in the process.

Running out of the door I quickly made my way towards my car. Getting in I silently cursed myself for the crime the I just committed.

Starting the car I sped off...

"Fuck!" I screamed. I'd didn't mean to do it. I told him to back up. Shooting him wasn't my intentions... I promised it wasn't.

Looking down at the meter I continued to go over the speed limit. Where do I go? I can't go home. They'll find me.

Not paying attention to my surroundings, I ran over some type of bump. The last thing I remember was my car spinning, flipping, and then landing.

Is this karma ?