OPERATION : How to break Lisa Manoban's heart

11 : First time

JENNIE'S POV

Today is sunday, no classes, less stress and specially no Lisa Manobangs. I'm here right now at the park wearing my jagger pants, a black adidas crop top and white sketchers shoes while I tie my hair in a bun.

I'm with my baby kuma today, I decided to take him into a walk because he is always at home. I don't want kuma to feel bored by always staying at our house 24/7 . It's also good for my kuku to take a walk in a large area or space so that he can exercise and play outside.

We've been walking here for a half hours now and I was really exhausted because the heat of the sun hit my skin and eyes. I decided to stop in one of the bleachers in the park while I just let kuku roam around the area but near in my sight.

I take a glimpse of kuma who's enjoying running around the area. Meanwhile I suddenly thought about what happened this pass few days since the event of the blink cafe happened. Again and again it keeps repeating on my mind of what was happened like a broken plaque.

I really don't know myself anymore because everytime I thought of that day, theirs one person that I used to hate that gives me a different effect. I don't know if it is good effect or bad but all I know I shouldn't think of her.

I always scold myself or curse because my brain must think of Kai, but why Lisa is dominating my thoughts. I really don't know how to explain it but I think I'm just stress of thinking about her in my head.

This is not a typical me, because the Jennie I know was always fantasizing Kai. Admiring of how Kai's perfect personality make me whipped but I'm  not. Not anymore since that fucking Manobangs crash in my brains. I wonder if is she's a virus or what?

I feel giddy and happy whenever I see her.  Everything makes me excite when the moment she will look at me or smile at me . I admit also that it makes me anxious everytime she's too close to me.

The step one of the contract was succesfully done. Since that event happened, I think Lisa was into me in just a snap. Because everytime she saw me in the hallway or class I can see in my perhipral view that she's always keep on glancing at me and sometimes  I caught her looking at me. She will give me a genuine smile or a wave in her hand which I find it to very adhere.

Sometimes I caught her following me secretly, like a stalker. I should feel scared or distant to her because of her act but I wasn't. I just feel comfortable  and safe, everytime she was there following me.

One more thing, in the cafeteria I observe that she will bought personally many foods and instruct someone secretly to give it to me and everytime I asked the person who gave it to me, they will not give me an answers or they just deny it. But it was very obvious that it's Lisa because everytime I accept the foods, I can see in her direction she will gesture a fist in the air like she's celebrating a victory.

However, some of students in the campus starts to talk about me and Lisa but the hell I care. I never give them an attention because I know that they will talk more if I fight back at their nonsense gossips.

I'm a tough girl to affect all of the rumors their spreading and I also have my friends to support me, so I'm not really worried. I'm doing this because of the contract and not to have a fucking relationships with the casanova.

Jimin and the members of the club was very happy that slowly but surely Lisa Manobangs is into me. Tomorrow is another day and the start of doing the  step two in the contract and I feel stress already of thinking of that because I think I'm not yet ready to face her like this.

Why I feel nervous all of a sudden everytime I see her. All the feeling I have felt to Lisa is more distracting than I felt to Kai. This is wrong, really wrong but I can't stop myself either.