Unfair,I am drifting away

Unfair,Mean

You are so close to me,
But I am drifting away.
You are so near me,
But I can't reach you anyway.
You want to come to me,
But I am running away.
I don't know what to say,
Cuz I can't move along with time.
I am pacing through the past,
Those days were so ecstatic,
That they gave my mind ,a blast,
Of pleasant memories....

But now as it remains,
The more it was pleasant,
The more it's painful to endure.
I have forgotten my true identity.
Everyone has their own excuses,
But mine is too naive,
I should be lying in my own grave!!!
Why is this world so unfair?!
Why can't we meet?
Even if heaven and hell can merge with each other?!

I am lost in my own dreams,
Which suddenly woke me up,
to make me aware,
that it had turned into a nightmare!
I loved those childhood days,
when we could stay close to each other.
But this world wants everything to end.
We won't be able to meet,
but it's not my wish!
Together we will turn this nightmare into a dream,
And we will eventually meet,
And find what's eternity!

Please tell if you don't like it,I will correct it a bit then^_^
#Dedicated to my bestie
#Long distance friends
#Ein no tomodachi