p/s: all of this poems in this part are very personal to me. I wrote it in my diary and I always wanted to keep it by myself. So this are the shits I supposedly shouldn't post it but here I am, sharing it to you all.
Sometimes, i do miss.
But didn't sure which one.
him or memories.
I get used to,
used to be attached to you.
Too attached
and it breaks my heart
everytime I need someone to hold on
guess, I always holding on to you.
Whenever I'm sad,
I remember you.
even though you barely there
be by my side.
why is it hard.
guess, I still love you.
help me.
memories stay, people don't.
I'm stuck in the middle.
How is it feels like?
to left.
Are you happier?
Am I never made you happy?
Am I just a pit stop?
I should stop.
Help me get out of this feeling.
It kill me.
I shouldn't fall in love.
I shouldn't help you.
I shouldn't miss you.
I shouldn't love you.
I wish I never did.
Sick of this. Couldn't do this anymore.
I am not strong enough.
if only they knew how hard this is
if only they understand.
[wow. I never realized how heartbreak did this to me, all of these thoughts are still keep on ghosting me. but hey, Im getting better now]
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Love in the Waves
PoetryPoems about my tragic love story. Loving someone is like to be in an ocean. We never know what will happen next. Imagine you are in the ocean, now. You're going to drown in and it breaks you. ((I described a boy as an ocean if you are wondering))
