Decisions Decisions!

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I was currently sitting next to Dougie on the couch not quite listening to him while he rambled to Tom about what songs they could play for their set tomorrow night. All that I could think about was Hope, I wanted to speak to her but at the same time I didn't want to make her talk to me if she didn't want to but at least I have good intentions right? At that point her and James came through I guess if she can talk to him about it then why not me?!?!

"Can I talk to you, Hope?" I asked

"Sure" she said flashing a smile my way.

We walked through to the bunk area together and then we stopped

"I heard you and James talking. Are you pregnant." I asked

Hope's POV

Oh God, Oh God, Oh God, Oh God, Oh God, Oh God, Oh God, Oh God, Oh God, Oh God, my life is over I wanted to wait and tell everyone but James he had known me a long time and that meant he knew me inside out, he knew when I was hiding something, he knew when I was lying And he knew when I was scared and right now the last one was at the top of my list. Just tell her the truth just tell her she will be fine with it. I sat down with her and explained everything that happened with Ash and she forgave me for not telling her I am glad I need my best friends right now.

"So... How are you going to tell Dougie" she asked the one question I had been avoiding

"Uhhhh I dunno, I can't tell him yet I have already had two panic attacks this month I do not need anymore" I confirmed

"What are you gonna do, like are you gonna keep I... " she said not getting a chance to finish before I said

"Keep it"

It just slipped so easily out I wouldn't have it any other way either it is not the child's fault and if you take away that baby you are taking a life of an innocent child.

"Are you sure that's what you want?" Saph asked I know she was only looking out for me.

"100%" I said and it was true although I was sure I wouldn't be a good mum.

"Okay" she replied. "Well then you have to tell Dougie" she continued and I knew she was right I just don't wanna ruin the tour for him.

"Tell him!" she urged

"Ughhhh, what right now can it not wait til dinner nah?" I asked I thought it was a pretty reasonable request but apparently not!

"Nope! He is your brother he deserves to know that his little sister got knocked up by a son of a bitch who I may or may not have disliked from the beginning" she stated and it was true she was constantly telling me he was bad news

"Did I ever tell you him and Dougie used to be best friends?" I asked and then recieved a look of shock which was quickly replaced with a look of horror and non-belief

"Seriously?!?! Why what was he thinking being friends with that ass hole God" Saph exclaimed

A/N: What will Hope do will she tall Doug or keep it a secret for now also their will probably be another update up this week as I am off school very ill but not Ill like I need a hospital ill just Norovirus ill it was confirmed today

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