Von p.o.v
"Von come clean this shit up right know"I heard miss Johnson spoke from the other room
"After that, go and wash them fucking dishes and cook while you at it, after" she said while coming from around the corner and putting her ear rings in
"Why don't you do it yo self" I mumble to my self while standing up from cleaning the broken glass and throwing it in the trash
"Girl what the fuck you just say"she spoke while putting them ugly ass red bottoms on
"Nun" I mumble while running the water for the dishes
"Alright then you betta shut up fo I have yo father bat you in yo shit" she said while pointing her finger
"That anit my farther" I turned around and
said
"He is if I say so" don't leave this house
"Where you going" I ask an little curious
I knew what she's was about to do. She was finna go gamble my money from foster care the money that I never use and win no money and get mad that she didn't win
Then come home an little tipsy and throw punches on me and blame me for why shit in her house anit going right
She only do minimum damage maybe buss my nose are buss my lip
While Mr.Johnson do more damage to me he may break my rib are an arm because something at his job didn't go right
Either way I'm always getting fuck up in the end
"Nun of yo business" she said while slamming the doe
I can't wait to the day I die or at least leave this hell hole
I put on som youngboy and cleaned up
I know you may wonder how I'm listen to music and I do it on my computer that's the only way
I only listen to him because I know understand his pain an little
I wasn't always with the Johnson I use to have an almost great childhood
It was better then this shit I'm end know
I had an mother that cared for me and loved me .My farther wasn't in my life but my mama explained everything end it wasn't his fault
Shid my mother child hood wasn't great either so when she found out she was pregnant she ran away and lived an better life some where else
We may always hadn't had the best home and the best cloths which I had gotten bulled horrible for but mama showll did shower me with an lots of love and I'm thankful for that
But she died on the night of my 7th grade dance
She just got done making my dress and it was beautiful in my opinion . I wasn't gone go but she convinced me to go
And the whole night went terrible I got punch thrown on me and embarrassed by an boy that I thought, actually liked me but didn't
Then to come home to an burned down house and a dead mama, tragic right.
They said she had some type of brain cancer and she was cooking and passed out and the stove ended up catching on fire and the house burned down while she was in it
I do still have nightmare I anit gone lie it did fuck me up an little. Then they had me to move in with my auntie
It was the best she gave me love and made me feel safe and welcome for years until she was murder then I had no where else to go
I was own my own for an while and I did an lot of crime and I had money 💴 stacks and still have it
But I got caught by cps and they put me here I bounce around an little then finally I made it here to the Johnson
Im so sick of them they use my money and don't give me an dime I barely eat I only eat enough to where my ribs don't show but if suck my stomach in Boom bitch their the go
I don't have fancy cloths, but I'm slowly ready to escape this bitch I'm trying to plane it carefully. Because last time I got fuck up.
Real bad so I'm thinking things out right.
I'm slowly take money from them and they don't even know it
The only reason I get access to the money is when I'm paying bills. Mr Johnson always think she take money out while it's me
She don't care Long's she gotten what she wants stupid right
They can't stand each other and yet the take they anger out on me. Ms Johnson only made because Mr Johnson always try and come and sleep with me
Don't worry He don't rape me I didn't let him but he do force eat me out
And honest it horrible it fucken feels like an cat tongue and I hate it
He always make me feel nasty and worthless even more then I already do.
And if that's what eating out feels like I honestly don't want it. I'm just waiting on that day
I finish cleaning up the house and cooking 🥘 I honestly feel like the hood verse of Cinderella in this bitch
I don't even eat until they come home stupid right and they come home late so I don't even eat sometime
But tonight I was an little sleepy and just went to bed early
~later own in the night~
Mr Johnson came in and got in the bed with me
Must of had an fight with miss Johnson
But he started kissing own my neck I tried to push him off but it didn't work
He slowly inserted his finger into my clit and move it around it honestly hurts really bad and then he told me to take my under wear off and eat me off
Then got up and left the room I never would get over the feeling of being disgusted I got up and took me an quick shower and tried to go back to sleep.
I hope y'all enjoy my new book 📚
