Am i cursed? why am
I this way? why am i
built this way? does this
pain ever end? can i find
somewhere to hide? can
death come already? what
do i do now that i'm alive?
i've got tears every fucking
day of my life, do i end my
life right now? would they care
if i die? oh, someone actually
cares for me enough to get
me food, i never knew i was
this hungry till i heard food, a
genuine smile has been put on
my face, this is momentary,
what then happens after this?
do i slip back in to that phase?
RMN
