Red Rose (Harry Styles Fanfiction a.u)

Chapter 9

Once again Harry has left, it’s been a month. A month without seeing him, it seems to be getting easier for me to cope without him. I’ve started writing about my experiences, through it all. I’m almost done actually so that’s keeping me happy, being able to wright abut harry.

Its 7pm andI’m still sitting at the computer typing, coffee in hand. A knock sounded from my door, I sighed knowing exactly who it was. I opened the door and was greeted by Jessica all dressed up “ I told you Jess I wasn’t and I’m not going anywhere “ I told her walking back to my computer. “ Come Clarissa, get out for one night and enjoy yourself please “she begged me. I groaned and sat on the chair “One night “I told her and watched her jump in excitement. I went to my room and changed into a white crop top and black leather pants, I put on my high heel short boots. I grabbed my stuff brushed a brush through my hair and walked back to where Jessica was standing. She looked at me and smiled “you look amazing “she told me, grabbing my hand and walking us to the club.

I felt the music pumping through me, the alcohol in my system making me not care in the world. At the moment I’m dancing with some random guy. I’m grinding against him, he’s pretty hot. Normally I wouldn’t be doing this but whatever drink Jessica got me has really taken its toll on me. I wrapped my arms around his neck and swayed to the music with him, he leaned in against my ear and whispered “want to get out of here beautiful “. I went to answer but felt him get pulled away from me, which made me stumble which really isn’t a good thing for a girl in heels and drunk. I fell back but was caught by someone I looked up and seen big emerald eyes looking back at me with worry. They seemed familiar but I just ignored it. I stood up and straightened out my clothes and hair. The guy who caught me grabbed my hand and dragged me through the crowd. We were now standing in an abandoned hallway it was dark and cold.

“What were you thinking “I knew that voice anywhere “Harry?” I mumbled walking forwards and touching his face. I heard him sigh softly enjoying the touch “I missed you “I whispered, slowly pushing him against the wall. He groaned from the sudden push, “Clarry what are you doing?” he whispered softly. I ignored his question and leaned up kissing him forcefully, my hands held to his shirt, bawling it up in my fist. He was surprised at first but started kissing me back, his hands running up and down my back. We stood there for ages kissing and holding each other’s tightly, exploring each other’s bodies.

I pulled away for air and rested my forehead against his staring into his eyes “I need you “I whispered. I didn’t know if it was the alcohol talking or I actually wanted him but I wasn’t fighting with myself, tonight I’m going to forget about the past 2 years and think it never happened. Ill enjoy harry for tonight.

I grabbed his hand and dragged him out of the club, he didn’t oblige. Once we got back to my house I opened the door and slammed it shut pushing him back against the wall kissing him roughly. He moaned against my mouth. He turned us around so my back was now against the wall, he put his hands under my things and lifted me up. I wrapped my legs around his waist, my hands entangled in his hair. He walked us slowly to my room, softly putting down on the bed and kissed me again.

I won’t regret tonight, because I’m not with a stranger, a guy isn’t taking advantage of me, I’m with the man I love. Tonight could be the last night I get to be this close to him.

I’m cherishing it.