Be My Remedy [Jinkook] ✔️

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"I love him",

Mingyu furrow his brows when Jungkook begin to speak.Both sat across in the cafe.

"Come again?",

Jungkook huffed.

"I love Seokjin",

Mingyu lips parted in shock and he opened his mouth to say something but-

"What? You hate me? Are you feel disgusting because I like boys? You know what I don't care! Go ahead, you can call me faggot or tell others that I like boys! I don't give a shit but remember, nothings going to stop me from loving him!",

Jungkook spat in angry as he sat up to leave.

"What I- FOR GOD'S SAKE CAN YOU LET ME FINISH MY LINE! AND SIT BACK JUNGKOOK, WE'RE NOT DONE YET!",

Jungkook opened his mouth to yell but this time Mingyu cut off him.

"I DON'T HATE YOU,DAMMIT,JUST SIT BACK!",

Jungkook taken aback but silently sit back, looking down. Mingyu kept staring at his best friend while annoyingly panting. Silence take over the place for a minute. Mingyu let out deep sigh.

"How long?",

Jungkook looked up at his friend.

"What?",

Mingyu rolled his eyes.

"You and Seokjin",

Jungkook gulped.

"Uhm, the moment I saw him?",

Mingyu annoyingly smiled and he poked his cheek by his tongue.

"So that's why you asked me to seek information about him?",

Jungkook didn't reply, looked away.

"Why the fuck you hide this from us, me?!",

"It's ok, you can be honest, if you're-",

"I'm not disgusted or hate you for being like this! Stop avoiding my gaze and look at me!",

Jungkook looked at his friend. Mingyu leaned forward.

"And for your information I'm not against to same-sex relationship! I just..I'm just mad because you hide this from me,dammit!", 

Jungkook face changed from angry to soft. 

"Y-You're not?",

"Yes, but why you haven't tell me anything about this? You're ready to tell everything about you to Seokjin. You ready to ask apology at Seokjin's friends but you're not ready to share anything with your dammit friends?! Tch-who am I for you?! I'm sorry if you seeing me just like a time passing friend or thinking me being around you because you're a wealthy ass! I'm not! I really care about you but you're the one who never trusted us! Always showing angry and being mean to us! Why are you like this,Jungkook?!",

Jungkook blinked and found no words when his best friend burst in anger. Honestly, he doesn't know that his friend is 'ok' with his relationship with Seokjin and he never knows Mingyu care about him. He looked down because of guilt. He understand everyone around him was true and kind except him. He thought they'll fake but no,it's him,only him.

Why is everything I do, wrong?

"My mistake",

Mingyu smirk-smiled.

"You still find hard to use the word 'sorry' towards us, huh? Are you hate us that much,Jungkook?", 

Jungkook gulped and looked at Mingyu. He don't hates anyone,he's just don't understand the meaning of trust. He thought and looked at Mingyu.