When I lie down on the bed and close my eyes, I wait...I wait but I don't know what I'm waiting for. I like to think that I'm waiting for a person. A person who will come only for me. He'll come to me, he'll take me away and he'll never give me back. He'll take me to a place that has nothing no hate and no love, no tears, no laughter, evil or good. There will only be me and you.
When I can no longer open my eyes I start to hear. I hear his steps, his quiet, calm breathing and I begin to want. I want those sounds to be the last noises I'll ever hear... because where I'm going there won't be any racket and no silence, no friendship and no loneliness, only me and you and there you'll forget who I am.
When I stop hearing and my body becomes emerged in the silence I start to feel. I feel when he stands next to me and waits till I'm able to leave with him. When I'm able to pass from this world to the one witch has nothing, where there won't be any wait and no regret, no want and no loss, believers and lairs , only you and me, and there you won't know how to leave me.
When I can no longer feel the cold world around me, then I know he's coming closer to me. I know that he's slowly bending down next to me and takes me from the bed and takes me form this world to the one witch has noting. Now I'm happy because I know that I will never have to return to this hatred, tear, evil, racket, loneliness, regret, loss and lies filled world.
Now I am here and there is nothing here but you. Here you've forgotten who I am and also how to leave me. Now... I've forgotten why I came here. I've forgotten why I left. I've forgotten my emotions and the things that brought me here. I've forgotten you. All I can remember is that I wanted... to get away from everything... and now, I only want to go back and leave you here.
