Impossible!

Heartbeat

Know Nicole, right? The girl who has a crush on me? Well, I've realized things ever since I knew about her certain "crush" towards me.

First of all, I tend to get extremely nervous around her that causes my heart to beat so fast, abnormally fast, just by the fact of trying to look at her.

Also, I feel so happy by the fact that she likes me. I like it, and I enjoy it. I enjoy the fact that she likes me which is extreeemely strange for a person like me. My heart beats so fast because of this (due to happiness 'cause I enjoy it) which makes me want this certain "crush" she has for me to stay longer.

I don't know, but it's really weird. I don't know anything much about love, to the extent of being confused with one's feelings for that person. Like right now, I don't really know if I do like Nicole at all! Or if I really do like "him", or it's just something else.

I asked my mom one time how I'd realize I like someone, and she told me that I enjoy their prescence there, I feel really happy when they're around, etc. 

Even though my mom explained to me that, I'm still not sure. Do I really like Nicole, or not? Aghh, I'm so stupid with love, it's annoying!