"Your body is like a sculpture, I carved with my imprint on your abs. Take me deeper into your darkest desires."
"How does that feel, babyboy?"
"Don't be scared I'll always take care of you."
Jackson is a shy antisocial loner who hasn't stepped outs...
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. J A C K S O N .
It was a scorching hot summer afternoon, I never seen a walking piece of art until this day. I took a long delightful sip from my wine glass mesmerized by the gorgeous youthful girl carrying a box of art supplies into her car. I on the other hand watching her from my condo balcony from the top floor, relaxing on a shiny chair as the sun beams down on me. I continued watching the girl and notice her struggling to get a box in the car, pure frustration written all over her sculpted features.
I rush from my spot to go help the girl, I decided to go make the first move with the artsy girl. I rushed down the complex stairs, holding the other end of the box helping her put it in the trunk of her cherry bright red car. The beauty looked at me and smiled, exhaustedly. "Thank you so much for helping me, sir. I must go, before I'm late for art class." The girl said rushing to the driver seat, almost getting in the car.
'Jackson it's your chance, what the fuck are you waiting for!' 'Stop her before she leaves, dumbass!' 'Show her your poet creative side and soothe her in your touch!' ' Get over being a shy boy for once!' My thoughts swirled around my head as anxiety and insecurity took over. "W-Wait, what's your name?" I managed to get out as a nervous shaky voice.
I grabbed the girl's wrist, staring into her gorgeous colored orbs. The girl stares back at me, analyzing my facial expression. I can tell she can sense my nervousness. "Y/N." The girl said but I spaced out a little. "Huh?" I hummed as a response, wanting her to repeat herself again. "Y/N is my name. Look I really got to go." Y/N said to me as I nod my head slowly.
"B-By the way, my name is J-Jackson." I stuttered nervously as my palms got a little sweaty. "Yeah...see you around I guess and uh...can you please let go of my wrist." Y/N said blankly looking at me. I instantly turn crimson red when I seen my hand on her wrist. I removed my hand quickly embarrassed. "S-Sorry!" I shouted quickly feeling my cheeks turn redder by the minute.
Man, fuck my lack of social skills and inexperienced dating history. I mentally slap myself and lowkey wanted to disappear right at this moment. "Yeah...dude. Bye." Y/N said getting in her car starting the engine and I backed away. "Bye, see you later! H-Hehe!" I shouted waving as she drove away.
Eww...What the fuck was that laugh. I really want to crawl in a hole and die. I suck at talking to girls but this girl is different somehow. She makes me shy and I'm head over heels for her. I walked back into the complex building, walking up the stairs back into my room number. Damn, I really embarrassed myself and that's why I stay in the comforts of my home from the outside world.
I don't know how to connect with anything out there. I'm an antisocial loner who works from home. This is actually the first time this year I actually talked to someone. I want to get out my comfort zone but that shit is hard. Especially, when I met the most beautiful human being ever. She doesn't look harmful so I approach her. But, I hope one day I don't have to be afraid to be out there.
Reason why, I don't go outside is for millions of reasons. It's too scary and cruel out there. I became this way ever since junior year. Such, a dark, dark, depressing time.
Flashback 7 Years Ago, High School Junior Year
I sat at the table me and my 6 friends would usually sit at during lunch. We were all talking about random things, Yugyeom the youngest at our table started talking about how hot my girlfriend was. I didn't pay no mind to it at first because he's a freshman. Anyways, everyone talked about how hot my girl was. But, what triggered me was my girlfriend sat on Yugyeom's lap and started making out with him. I was so confused that day, when they got done sucking each others faces off. She smirked at me and the other guys didn't say anything.
"Oh, you didn't know? I think he doesn't know... Should I tell him." Yugyeom smirked holding my girlfriend's waist. "Tell me,what?" I said as a mix of emotions ran over me. Anger, depression, betrayal, and confusion all ran over me. "As you can see me and your girlfriend are together. We're having a baby together." Yugyeom explained and the guys laughed. I put my head down and defeat. "Congratulations." I said slowly getting up and walking out the school. My tear started to immediately fall as I walked home.
End Of Flashback
I cornered myself in a wall by the window. I pulled out my diary and teddy bear, waiting for Y/N to come back. So, I can try again with her and this time hope the best.
