Do I stay or do i go

Love Is Complicated

Luke,he was the only thing on my mind right now. It was our anniversary and we were spending the whole day together and nothing was gonna get in the way of that, turns out he found me before I could find him he suprised me from behind. "Hey there, girl (oh ps my name is Samantha,for those of you reading this)that I have an aniversary with today and who I love so very much!" he said "Hey there guy I've been looking for so that I can share a kiss." I said "So how about instead of being at this lame ass high school we ditch it today and go where-ever we want, called my band practice." "Luke I wish I could, but you know what my dad would say if he found out and plus i have a huge test today to get me into our dream college which you also need to take." "Come on, missing one day of school isn't life threatning and also it would be fun for our anniversary. What do you say?" Next thing I knew I was listening to rock music, I was actually glad I ditched school, maybe being a little bad was a good thing. Me and Luke spent the entire day together, although when it was time to get home I knew it would probably end badly; "are you scared that your gonna be grounded and yelled at?" asked Luke. "No way, I've never been afraid of my dad I'm not about to start.

Low and behold there my dad was sitting on the couch, "Where have you been young lady, you were supposed to be home two hours ago!" "I've been out, isn't it obvious?" My dad got furious at that comment, "Who do you think your talking to like that?!" said my dad "Well I don't see anyone else in the room so hmm... I wonder who I could be talking to??" My dad grounded me but I did not care one bit I had a good day and that's all that matters. I told my friends what had happened yesterday and of course they were happy about me and Luke but they always judge me when it comes to me arguing with my dad, I mean come on, like really? "You know what guys I'm not sitting with you today because you always judge me whenever I talk about how iggnorant my dad is and i'm tired of you taking his side on everything so I'm leaving!" I tore off my friendship bracelet for our group and threw it down. I got up and moved myself to the bad girls table but I didn't talk to them. Well I actually did because this is what happened they listened to what I said to my friends and the leader of the bad girls group Ford said I should "Throw a drink on them all, and then they'll know your sick of them judging you." here's what I said to Ford : "but thier my friends I would never do that." "Are they really your friends?Because if they were they wouldn't judge you." That was definitley true. I got up and went to pay for two water bottles at the lunch line, Ford grabbed me before I left though and she whispered "if you do this your automatically in our group, if you want." So as I paid for my waters I went over to my friends table and they tried to give me my bracelet back I felt bad about this now I didn't want to throw the drinks anymore but all of a sudden it just happened.

My friends were drenched in water. and I was in the bad girls group from that day on, Luke came up to me and said he needed to talk to me about something really important "well Luke I have something to tell you too that happened at lunch so what happ-" he cuts me off "No stop talking for a minute because this is kind of going to affect our relationship" he said "My mom and dad told me lastnight that were moving out to California,they got a buisness offer.We're moving out there in a week-friday morning. "What?! no, Luke you cant leave I love you so much.I-I-I"m coming with you" "That was actually what I was going to ask you, I told my parents if I could ask you to come and they said of course. so that leaves just one question:What do you wanna do? he said. "of course I wanna go and I am. I need to get out of here especialy away from my dad, I will meet you at eight am in front of school. "Wait a sec I just realized something arent you grounded??do you care that your leaving your dad?" I grabbed Luke by his shirt and gave him a huge kiss on his lips. "does that answer your question" I walked away.

I spent the whole night packing for California,I felt bad about leaving my dad, I did. But it was time for me to be independent, not only that, but I love Luke to the moon and back, I could never leave him. I mean I don't know what to do,I thought I had my mind made up on just leaving without telling my dad, but I don't know anymore. Do I stay or do I go? I went into my dad's room but he was on a phone call "hey sweetie, give me a second this call is important I will call to you when I'm ready for you to come back in." He said. What my dad didn't know was that I never left I put my ear to the door to see what he was talking about, I guess you could call me nosey. I could not believe my ears when I heard that phone call : "Yeah, I know I'm excited for you two to meet, I was actually gonna tell Samantha tonight about us but it's kind of weird to tell her that I of all people have a girlfriend,haha. Well, alright goodnight hon,bye." I ran into my room so he wouldn't catch me, but my dad--having a GIRLFRIEND?! What is this life that I live in, how could my dad do this to me he knows how much I miss mom and I know it's been almost two years now since she died but I'm still grieving. I'm not ready for a stepmom,it's to soon, well for me at least.