I finally arrived home and I asked mom if I could go to the park where me and Denisse will be talking. "mom can I go to the park, its urgent" "ok, make sure to come home" I nodded.
I went to the park as fast as I can and I saw Denisse sitting on a bench. I come to her and sat with her.
"what's wrong?" "i-i can't tell you, m-maybe you'll leave me" " I would never leave you..., now tell me everything" "s-should I tell you about my personal life now?" "yes, everything"
I hold her two hands and place it on my lap. "I'm listening" she started talking.
"I already told you about my father and mother right?" I nodded "so it started when my father called me and ask the usual things like have you eaten?, how was school?, and stuff like that. So I brought the topic of school where I really wanted to go to Star Mist Academy, I told him that I will enroll there he agreed but then he asked the location so I gave him, a litte while later he said "I don't want you to enroll there" I frowned angrily since I really wanted to go there. My skills in school can higher up when I'm in that school so I speaked to him saying "why?, is it bad?" he said "no, I don't like the place looks odd" I said "whats wrong with the place all I need is a good school" he said "just listen to me and don't go there" so I started getting angry and frustrated. I just say things to him and I just cursed at him, please don't hate me I was just so angry. I still shouted at him until he said "if you go there I'll kill you" I was speechless, I felt my whole world will crash, my heart ache. I shouted at him saying "SO NOW WHAT YOUR THREATENING ME, WOW GO AHEAD KILL ME" And last words I said to him before I hung up "WHAT A FATHER".
After that scene I started crying so hard. I wanted to hug someone but no one was there. My brother was out, my mom is working outside. My whole world was crashing already but until now I didn't give up because I know there's still people whose loving, supporting and caring me all the way. I was thankful.
Think of it, I'm just a kid and this happen to me and no one doesn't know about my personal life. It hurts thinking my life like this, I dont like this to happen but why me??. I shouldn't have lived when my life was like this.
I always wear a FAKE SMILE when talking to other people. Deep inside is broken, its hard to put a smile in my face but I have to bare with it. Yeah, my life is great... And I forgot to tell you, umm..., I lied that I am going to the beach with my family, im sorry, I was jealous"
I hugged her, tightly that I could give her my love. I didn't notice that I was crying listening to her.
She then too cried. "I know it was hard to handle..., me too it was hard." "what do you mean?" "you know not you have problems but I too have and dont lie to me please?" She nodded.
I removed the hug and I looked at Denisse
"can you tell me if you don't mind?"
she asked.
"ok I'll tell you"
"A true friend is someone who accepts your past, supports your present and encourages your future"
