Athena

Fake smiles

We arrive at the house and I get out the car with out looking at Alex, I dont understand why he had to go and ruin what we had. It was a strictly fiscal relationship and he decided he wanted to mix feelings into the equation and that throws me off. The fact that he thinks I'm gonna fall into 'the fine we'll keep going like we are but I'm gonna still treat you like my girl thing' is annoying.

We talked about this in the beginning. That's why we dont talk about our lives or our problems. Thats why we dont kiss damn it. He just ruined everything, no catching feelings was our things. It was something purely fiscal and I enjoyed it like that, the only reason we know each others name was because we thought it was wierd to have sex more than once with someone who's name we didnt know, but that's about it I'm sure he doesn't even know how old I am and I'm happy because of that I'm sure if he found out my age he might not have wanted to keep going wich now seems like it doesn't really matter since I'm not planing on calling him any time soon.

I'm gonna have to find someone else to satisfy my need. I walk into the house and as I'm making my way by the livingroom something catches my eye so I stop and turn to my right. In the corner of the living space theres an arm chair and in it is Jamie looking strait at me. I dont know why but I get this wierd feeling of being caught. Ja I'm fucking 19 years old and now I have a man trying to play the father figure making me feel ashamed for walking into the house in the middle of the night. I look down at my phone and see that it is now 1:00 am, I take a couple of steps and lean on the door frame waiting to see if he has something to say but he just stares at me.

"What are you doing up?" I ask trying to not sound like a teenager talking to her father who caught her sneaking back into the house. Its mind blowing really.

"Waiting for you to get home. I wanted to make sure you made it back safely." He states and I cant help but laugh a little.

"For your own peace of mind or because you know if something happens to me Ally is gonna come after you?" I ask while getting of the wall ready to make my way to Vegas room.

  "I was just worried." He says and I hear him shuffling behind me. But I dont turn to see what his doing I start to make my way to the stairs.

"No need for that I'm a grown women." I say while I walk. I make my way up the steps and in to the room, locking the door behind me I make my way to the bed and throw myself into it. With out taking a shower or changing out of my outfit I fall into a dreamless sleep.

I've been living in this house for 3 days. Yesterday Vegas called Jamie to show us our beautiful niece. She has finally blessed us all with her arrival and in a few days we are gonna go and meet her. Jamie wants to allow Ally to get comfortable at home before we come over and disrupt her and the babys growing schedule it so he says.

  I think his just scared of going over there I dont know why just yet but I'm  sure as hell going to find out.

  I'm now sitting at the balcony when my phone rings. I look and see that its Ally and a smile makes it's way on to my face I answer the phone to be meet with Vegas instead of Ally my smile instantly desapires and is replaced with a questioning look.

"Hey, Mesperyian asked me to dial your number, shes changing the babys diper." He says and moves the phone so I can see Ally doing exactly what Vegas said she was doing.

"Hey Ally, what's up?" I ask her completely ignoring the fact that Vegas had greeted me first, she looks up at the phone and smiles at me.

"I miss you" She said and takes the phone."how are you doing? You liking it?" I'm not really sure how to answer that, I haven't really tried to get to know anyone or even really left the room for more than just getting food.