My Mistake (a Jackson Felt fanfic)

Bingeing and fun-ruining ex's.

I used to be so beautiful, now look at me.....

I post the video on tik tok and walk into the living room. I'm home alone and so entirely bored.

You know, that feeling where you know you could find stuff to do but you're too lazy to. Where you wanna sleep but you're tired. Where you wanna do nothing but also something.

I shoot a text to Landon and Preston, asking if they wanna come over to binge-watch Stranger Things. They reply that they can't come, and say that I should invite Jackson, Luca, Josh, And Payton.

I shoot Jackson a text asking all of them over, seeing as I never got the others' phone numbers.

Jackson: should we bring snacks?

Me: YES! DO YOU EVEN HAVE TO ASK!?

Jackson: haha okay!

Soon enough, I hear a knock at the door. I walk over from the living room and into the foyer, opening the door. The boys poor in, each has a bag of snacks. Jackson with chips, Luca with candy, Josh with pop, and Ryan with pastries.

I raise my eyebrows at them.

Jackson shrugs. "Party time," he says.

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I hold my stomach as I roll on the ground, laughing so hard it hurts.

Before you ask, yes, we ate almost everything in the bags, and yes, we're high on sugar.

The boys are tickling me and they won't stop. My whole body hurts from laughing too much. I squeal as Jackson finds the most ticklish spot on my body and goes crazy once he realizes what he's doing to me.

The others are laughing at y reaction to all of this.

"Stop, stop, stop," I gasp in-between laughs.

Jackson pulls back after me telling him to stop about 20 more times, a huge smile on his face.

I slap his arm playfully and pout which only makes the boys laugh more.

And you'd be left in the dust unless I stuck by ya, 'cause you're my sunflower.....

I pick up my phone without looking at the caller ID.

"Hello?" I say.

"I'm sorry. Babe, please! I miss you. I'm so sorry. She's gone now. I ended it right away! Please babe!"

I sigh and rub my temple.

"Please, I'm so so so so so so sorry!"

"Brandon," I say.

"Yes?"

"If I remember correctly, I told you what would happen if you cheated on me. No second chances. No chances. You had one chance. That's all. You cheated. It's over. I don't give a fuck how many times you apologize. I don't give a fuck how sorry you are. Your choices your consequences."

"But baby-"

"I'm not your baby," I interrupt.

"LISTEN TO ME!" he yells, and I pull the phone away from my ear.

"NO!" I yell back.

"I did everything for you! I gave you everything!"

"No! I did everything for you! I trusted you! I trusted you to be loyal despite the rumors I heard about you being a cheater and a player! I'm the one that gave you everything! I gave you comfort after nightmares! Forgiveness when you yelled at me! Loyalty when you cheated! Love when you lied! You said you loved me, well thankfully I never fell in love with you, but your face."

"But I still love you," he says quietly.

"Then fucking die," I say before hanging up.

I sit on the couch on rest my head in my hands. The couch dips on either side of me, and all the boys are hugging me.

I wipe a tear off my cheek.

"Tell us his name and we'll kill him," Ryan says.

I laugh at that.

"Thanks for being here," I say.

"Anytime, Candy. Anytime," Jackson says.

(Edited 04-11-20)