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my fighter pt. 2 ♥

ARIANA POV

"We're having a little trouble with his surgery."

When i heard those words, i felt my heart sink. "Is he gon' be okay?" I asked frightened to hear what's next.
"So um, right now, he isn't very stable yet," says the doctor and my eyes start to well up with tears. I was on the burge of tears, but I didn't wanna be shown week so I tried to stop it. "The cut wasn't very deep in and fortunately, it didn't affect any internal organs but," the doctor said and I nod at first feeling a little better.
But he also added a "but," which made me anxious back again. "But, he had lost a lot of blood and we mean a whole lot of blood," the doctor said added and I knew it wasn't gonna be good.

"He already lost about more than 40% almost 50% now and that's a very dangerous case as he could slip into a coma," the doctor said and a scared expression spreads across my face. "He's gonna be needing a blood tranfusion, but we don't have enough of his blood type," he said and at this point, i was starting to cry. "We're trying to find donators, but his blood type is not a common one," the doctor frowns making my heart speed up on what could possibly happen to Mikey. I don't want to loose him. I can't lose him  He's my everything and my whole world. I couldn't live in a world without him. I just wanted him to come hold me and never let me go. Like what he promised me. This might not happen and it's just a nightmare if it never did. "B-b-but?!?" I stutter not even knowing what to say or having the strength to push words out. Without Mikey, I don't know if I could do anything else. He's the one who gives me life, he gives me the strength I need. My motivation. "We're gonna keep you updated ma'am but we're gonna be needing it as soon as possible," the doctor said and with that he left and shut the door closed.

After that, I broke down in tears again. I couldn't hold it in anymore, i had to let atleast a little bit of my emotions out. I was loosing more and more hope by the second as the clocks tick as it hit 1:45 am. I had been crying for maybe atleast 30 minutes now and Lauren was tryna calm me down and tell me stupid funny things to cheer me up, but no use. "Mikey!" I cry as I buried my face in the pillow making it a lil stained with the running mascara down my face. "Oh, I'm so sorry, I'll replace it," I said as I noticed the pillow cover that wasn't white anymore. It had a face little smudges of make up on it now. "Honestly, it's fine, Ari. And Mikey's gonna be fine too," Lauren says rubbing my back trying to reassure me. "He's a fighter, and he'll do anything for you and he's gonna heal and get better soon, for you. Because he loves you," Lauren said and I nod still having a bunch of tears in my eyes.

"Ari, please calm down. We're gonna find a way. Please stop crying 'cause you could get dehydrated. We don't want you passing out," Ariana said after a few more minutes passed. I nod first and a small half smile appears on Lauren's face. "Can I please have water?" I asked and Lauren nods. "Stay here, I'll be right back," Lauren said and she left after and closed the door.

When I was alone, I got out of the hospital bed and walked over to the small white table with my purse on top of it. I took my purse and opened up the zipper. I looked for my phone and I had a little heart attack when I didn't see it at first. I looked through my purse once again and took out my make up bag, a tin container of pepermint candy something whatever it is. I also found like 3 bottles of perfume in there. I panicked once again before I found my phone at the very bottom. I took it and held it close to my chest letting out a sigh of relief when I finally found it. I tried to turn it on but it didn't work! It must've been dead. "GODDAMN IT!" i scream and threw it and it went flying across the room. it hit the wall before it fell to the ground. I fell down to the ground feeling useless. Now I couldn't contact from anyone! I couldn't get help! I feel like crap now as tears come again.

I heard the door open again and it must be Lauren. I wasn't even bothered to look as I still countinued to cry. I felt that Lauren knelt down beside me. "What happened again, Ari?" she asked but i still didn't answer. "Please, don't ignore me, Ari. We're here to help you," she said with a soothing voice and I finally looked up. "Here's the water you asked for," Lauren said handing me a glass of water. I didn't want it anymore but I felt bad for making Lauren get it for me so I accepted it took a little sip from it before giving it back. I lookd back to the other side of the room to see Lauren there and she went over and picked up my phone from the ground. She wipes off the dust on the screen and walks back up to me. She shows me the screen, which looked to have a crack on its surface, her facial expression turning into a frown. "Don't worry, it's just the thempered glass," I sigh and she nods.

"What am I gonna do now?" I sigh. "This. Stupid. Dang. Phone!" I say aggresively and hit and almost tried to hit it against the metal bars. "Ari, please don't," Lauren says holding my hands down, avoiding me from also hitting myself. "What is wrong with me, I can't do anything right!" I cry hiding my face again. "There is nothing wrong with you, Ariana. We're gonna figure this out," Lauren says and I sigh. "But how?!?!" I say with my voice cracking a bit. "I can't get contact of anyone because of this stupid goddamn fucking phone!" I complain and almost tried to throw it again. But Lauren stops me again and takes it out of my hand and puts it aside out of my reach so I couldn't break it. "Here, you can use my phone, you can call someone. Who do you want?" she asked gently, and I nod. Reducing my anger a bit. "My mom," I say looking at her and she nods. She hands me her phone and I search for my mom's contacts until I found it. She picked up immediatly which thank God for.

"Mommy, i'm here at the hospital. And Mikey, theres something bad that happened and he's not in a good state. We really need to be quick."

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a/n  sorry dat this chapters  shorter than other ones. ill try to make it more longer next time n to update more often n not have u waitin long