Memories [Book 2] [A Langson Fan Fic]

Five

A few weeks after Ember almost died, Ember was finally feeling better and was a little more thankful for the woman that had saved her life.

"Dad?" Ember asked, as she slowly walked into her father's office. Trevor looked up at his computer and smiled at his daughter.

"Hey, love. Done with your movie?" Trevor asked, and Ember nodded slowly.

"Yeah. It was kinda boring. But, I want to talk about something, Daddy." Ember spoke. Trevor nodded before reaching his hands out to his daughter. She walked over to him before sitting on his lap and feeling as his arms wrapped around her waist.

"I know you want to talk, Ember. But I just need to tell you how absolutely proud of you I am. And how thankful I am for you and for Olivia. She saved your life, and I can't live without you." Trevor spoke.

"Daddy, date Olivia," Ember spoke. Trevor swallowed hard as Ember turned and looked at him.

"You want me to date Olivia? I thought you didn't want me to have anything to do with a relationship? She was supposed to just be my friend." Trevor spoke. Ember climbed off her father's lap before smiling at him.

"Mommy loved us so much. She used to tell me that she loved us so much that it hurt. But Mommy also would want us both to move on. She'd want you to be happy. So, go ask Olivia to be your girlfriend. And I want her to be more than your girlfriend. I want you to marry her someday. Then you and I can be happy. And then maybe Ainsley and Adalee will be happy too."

Ember left the room and Trevor ran his hands over his face. He hesitantly reached for his phone before dialing Olivia's number.

"Trevor?" Olivia questioned.

"Can we meet up?"

"Now?" Olivia asked.

"If it's possible," Trevor spoke.

"I'm at the garage. Want to meet me here?" She questioned.

"I'll be there in ten minutes."

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Olivia quietly restocked her rig and was only stopped when Trevor knocked on the door.

"May I come aboard?" Trevor asked, and Olivia laughed before looking at him.

"It's an ambulance, not a ship. But please, come aboard." Olivia smiled. She sat down on one of the benches, as Trevor awkwardly climbed into the ambulance. Trevor sat down across from Olivia before looking at her.

"So, my daughter told me to do something today. And I'm a little nervous about doing it." Trevor spoke.

"And what is this big thing that is making you nervous?" Olivia asked calmly. Trevor sighed softly before looking at the brown-haired beauty in front of him.

"Do you want to be my girlfriend?" He asked nervously, and Olivia felt a lump grow in her throat. She looked at Trevor for a long moment before nodding slowly.

"Yeah. I'd like to by your girlfriend." Olivia replied. She reached out and grabbed his hand as Trevor bit his lip as a few tears ran down his cheeks.

"I never thought that I'd be able to move on. I always thought that I'd be single. Just me and Ember. But now I'm falling so hard for you and it's surprising."

"Hey, if you aren't ready for-"

"I'd marry you today if I knew you'd say yes and if I knew our kids would be okay with it." Trevor blurted out. Olivia settled back as her chest tightened.

"Marriage?" Olivia breathed.

"Is that bad? I just kinda think that I've waited too long already. And if we want kids-"

"Kids?" Olivia squeaked before standing. She climbed off the rig before shaking her head.

"Too fast." She spoke as she started to have a panic attack. She held onto her chest as Trevor quickly stumbled from the rig.

"Liv, I didn't mean to scare you. Honestly. I'm so sorry. We don't have to date, get married, or have kids. We can just be friends. Best friends. Okay? Okay?" Trevor rambled.

"Is she okay?" Felix asked, as he quickly walked from the locker room and was quick to grab Olivia and help her sit down. He had her put her head between her legs as he rubbed her back.

"I scared her. I'm moving too fast... Uh, I'm sorry." Trevor whimpered before he quickly ran from the garage. Olivia went to sit up, but Felix made her stay in her place.

"Breath, Liv. You just need to even out your breathing."

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After her panic attack, Olivia went home and slept. She slept for hours because she had been so exhausted from what happened. But when she woke up, she felt horrible for making Trevor feel so bad. So she made sure her mother was sleeping in her bed and would be able to hear the girls if they woke up, before getting in her car and driving to Trevor's house.

She stood outside of it as she felt her heart aching for him. She wanted him, it was like a craving. She craved his kisses and the way he hugged her. She craved the way his hand gently rested against her lower back and how he kissed her temple. She loved the way he wasn't fake. Who she saw was who she got. Olivia wasn't sure at first, but now it felt right to be with Trevor. To kiss him and let him heal her broken heart.

Olivia quickly walked up the stairs of his brownstone before knocking on the door. She kept knocking until Trevor opened the door.

"Liv?" He asked tiredly.

"I like the way you kiss me. I like the way you hold me. I love the way you make me feel good. I'm more than just Elliot Stabler's girlfriend and mother to his children. I'm Olivia Benson to you, and I love that. I know that this is so fast and that it may have been forced a bit because we almost lost Ember... but I love you, Trevor Langan. And I don't want to lose you." Olivia breathed. Trevor's eyes went wide before he dragged Olivia into his house. He pressed her firmly against the door as he kissed her with all the passion in his body.

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