I lay down on my bed and pull my self under the covers and cry.
"I think I'll miss you forever."
Sobs escape my mouth and this time I don't even try to stop them. Months ago I would've been in her arms , Months ago...
I still dream about her. I can't help but wonder if she even dreams about me. I'm hoping that after this I'll survive. It hurts.. It hurts so much.
I try not to think about you but the peices that you shattered me into are still linked to you and there's a thousand reasons why I shouldn't love you the way I do. But you're all I think about, don't you understand? I'm so numb now. You don't know what you've done to me. The future that I hold is filled with tears.
"Fuck!" I scream pulling at my hair and trying to calm down. I can't help but start pacing back and forth and putting my hands in fists.
Baby look what you've done to me. I have to get out , maybe I'll calm down. I roughly wipe my face to remove the tears and breath in and out.
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nostalgia
Fiksi Remaja" nos • tal • gia ; noun a sentimental longing or wistful affection for the past, typically for a period or place with happy personal associations. " __________ sometimes cold mornings are better with out you.
