O2L

Chapter 11

***First of let me say I'm sooooo sorry for the delay and space between this chapter and the last one. I fell and hurt my hand pretty bad and I couldn't do anything with it. I can now but I still have a scab on it. I hope you enjoy this chapter. I love you guys.***

~~Julie's POV~~

I should be due any day now. I've had so many cramps and melt downs with this pregnancy. I really need to apologize to people for my attitude but all it seems like I'm doing is apologizing to everyone. Last night I accidental got mad at Connor and I fused at him for no freaking reason. 

I don't even know why I got mad at him today. He didn't do anything wrong. I can't believe my attitude these 9 months. 

9 months. It's been 9 months. I can't believe my baby is going to be here any day. I been freaking out about how of a good mother I'm going to be. I'm freaking out about how of a good father Connor going to be. 

I bet he will be a great father to the baby boy. He can play with the boy unlike he could with a girl. I bet he will be a daddy's boy not a mommy's boy. That's usually how it is. The boys get along with their fathers the best. The girls get along with the mothers the best.

I just laid there thinking about all of this stuff just floating around in my mind. Until someone interrupted them. It wasn't someone I expected to interrupt my thoughts. I thought it was going to be one of the guys but it was the one and only Connor.

"Hey you've been thinking for a while. You thinking about something hard?" Connor asked me laying down with me on our bed.

"Yeah a little bit. I didn't realize I was thinking that hard though." I said in response.

"Your fine babe. What are you thinking about?" He asked curiously.

"I was thinking about what will happen when the baby comes that's all Connor. What did you think I was thinking about?" I answered.

"I was just wondering what you were thinking about that's all." He reassured me.

"Okay, but that's all I was thinking about really. I mean I'm scared. I was thinking what good of a mother I'll make. What good of a father you'll make. What good of a daddy's boy he will be when he's born." I told him looking into those beautiful green eyes of his.

"He will be fine and we will make wonderful parents." He once again reassured me. Why was it only Connor who could make me feel this safe and assure of myself. Connor is all I need. He is everything. I can just look into his eyes and just be fine. 

"It's late we should go to bed." Connor told me after staring at my face for a good 5 minutes. 

"Yeah I'm t-t-tired" I yawned out. 

"Yeah I can tell. You barely got that sentence out because you were yawning. I couldn't barely understand you." Connor laughed. He's so cute when he's this way. 

"You're so cute" I blurted out. I regretted once I said it because I forgot that Connor hates it when I call him cute. He says that isn't a name for a guy. That cute is to 'girly' for him. "Sorry Connor I forgot that you don't like me say---" I started.

I just froze for a second to realize what was going on. Connor interrupted me by kissing me. I still get butterflies in my stomach. I know I shouldn't because we kissed so many times before. We've been dating for a good 2 years now.

"It's fine Julie." Connor reassured me.

"Okay good. I'm glad." I replied.

"You have the most beautiful blue eyes Julie" 

"No I don't Nash does."

"Really? Just take the complement Julie." 

"Fine. Thank you Connor" I said. This time me pressing my lips to his. Our lips were in sync for a little bit until he pulled away.