« UNEDITED » - - - - - - - - - - - - The way I see it, if you want to see the rainbow, you've got to put up with the rain. ~Dolly Parton
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recap
It was me. It was me singing. It was me singing earlier to Lewis Capaldi's song. He fucking recorded it! And even worse, he posted it on instagram! I'm not even good at singing.
Then as I was about to open my window and - basically - break his widows and shout at him, I saw a text. It was from Owen . . .
Adrienne :
"I like it when you smile; The way your eyes crinkle, the way your pearly whites come to view. I like it when you smile; The way it makes my heart go brittle, the way, in your smile, I could just sink into. I like it when you smile. But I love it, especially, when I am the reason." I read.
This was to be expected of him - oh cut the crap! You can't say formal shit for the life of you Adri! Back to the point! It was kinda expected that he has a way with words. Since he is a writer.
II
As class ends, I start to work in the assignment, which was, as the teacher said it: "Write a letter for the person you want to confess to. And once I have graded the letter, you can give it to the person it was intended for, either secretly or just normally, or just keep it for yourself." It's basically being secret admirer or - if you choose - not so secret.
In all honesty, I was scared to do this assignment. Because the person I wanted to mail it to... was my mum...
My mum she got divorced with my dad when me and J was still young. Ever since then, I haven't seen her. She's tried to contact me - she even gave me her address - and as much as I wanted to, school didn't help with that. I know I can visit her during summer, but I had to work jobs to - at the very least - weigh in on the bills in the house.
"Bianca!" I heard someone screaming in my ear and snapping their hand in front of my eyes and, of course, it was Aaron. "Who the freak is Bianca?!" "I don't know girl. I don't know." As he said that, we burst into laughter. It kinda reminds me of the scene when Olaf said the Samantha thing.
( SPOILER ALERT OF FROZEN II )
read if you dare
"Elsa? Anna? Sven? Samantha? I don't even know a Samantha!" Then he starts laughing like the psycho - that everyone loves - he is.
not really a huge spoiler but i had to say it before y'all came at me!
( SPOILER OF FROZEN II: OVER )
Iconic scene. I pity those who haven't watched the movie yet... Well, enough about Frozen 2... As we are going through our normal, but nor so normal, conversation about all kinds of shit, like... "Why is an apple an apple?" Yes bitch! We're feeling existential today.
I start to feel an awful feeling in the head...
All I see is black. Then, I heard a voice. I don't know what brought me to it, but I was enticed and compelled to go and follow it. I see me...?
As if one me wasn't already enough for the world to handle, they just had to duplicate me. As I brush those thoughts aside, I notice a young man... He was beside me, I felt the urge to touch him but... the fear of him fading away got to me...
"Well, they say that if you throw a coin in there and make a wish... it will come true." He whispered huskily in my ear, making the tingles in my body come alive.
"Let's test that theory out, shall we?" I say as I throw a coin in the well, and of course, wish for something. "Aren't you going to ask me what I'd wished for?" He said.
"Don't be absurd! If you tell me you wished for, it wouldn't come true!" I argued, "Aren't you a little curios?" "Oh, why bother! Tell me what you wished for." I made sure I rolled my eyes when I said that.
"I wished for us to split up." As I was about to slap him, he grabbed my hand and said, "Well, now that I told you, it will never come true."
II
"She blacked out, again?! That's the third time this month!" I heard an alarming voice near me, it sounded like me brother. "J..." I started, but I couldn't finish my sentence because I was cut off, "Don't go around passing out on me 'lil sis! You've got me really worried!" "J, it's okay. I'm fine. Honest!" I say, putting my hand on my chest where my heart is, "And it was just another episode... It's normal!"
"Whatever you say but -"
"Food." I cut him off when I notice doughnuts there on the bedside table of the hospital
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okay so hi. i'll just publish this chapter and i'll get on my way, i will be posting an update later (not a chapter update but an update nonetheless)
