Why NOT?
Never alone..... You promised never to leave me, never alone.....
What does one do on a journey in life? They sit still at some point in time and reflect on the decisions made in their youth. Suppose one is rather comfortable with the decisions that they have made prior? Well do you have an answer? I do. I move on in life. I am forever thankful for the grace and mercy that I have been granted during my short time here on earth and not regretful of the decisions that were made is me. I know that there were time that I was unsure of what to do and therefore I prayed.
The decision of which university to go to was a hard one. The one I chose now was never an option it was always a Canadian university. So why not a Canadian university that held great prestige. I wanted to go there believe me I did, however there was always that thought in the back of my head that said you probably shouldn't go just yet. "WHY NOT?" I asked, it is a good opportunity for me to experience new things and gain a different perspective on life. Hmh, in the back of my head. You know that thing in the back of your head, they call it intuition, and I call it the voice of God. He told me that I shouldn't go. I was so confused so I did the only thing that I knew would settle it, I prayed, HARD! Spoke to my pastor about it she told me well carry on and we'll see what happens. How do I know if I'm making the right decision?
With 3 applications out and only 2 responses I was up a creek. The decision was made with IF's and THEN's. If I did not receive a scholarship to go to that school THEN I wouldn't go there. The decision was made for me when a few weeks after I was told I did not receive the scholarship. So what did I do? One voice told me why not go still while the other said you said that if you didn't get it you wouldn't go so... I didn't. How could I ask for a sign and then when I got it I would say well it doesn't matter. Not me and that. See when you go up in church you learn that God is mighty and awesome and that you should fear him so naturally I was scared. Of course I'm going to follow that voice in the back of my head I wasn't about to make all those consequences rain down on my head, nope not me, I like my hair.
