Loving Rane!

Chapter 1 (Edited)

As I'm walking through the grocery store towards the produce section for some cucumbers, I see the man who raped me sixteen years earlier and I start to hyperventilate right in the middle of the aisle. *Breath in, breath out, just like Rane taught you* I repeat to myself as I move back around the corner and out of view. After I calm down enough to keep my little side at bay and I'm positive that he didn't see me I place my basket down, pull my hood up over my head to cover my face, and quickly walk out to my car. Once I'm in the safety of my car I lock my doors and take a couple more deep breathes to calm myself down and to stay in my big girl mindset. After I'm calm enough to drive I make the decision to go to Teller-Morrow garage where I know Rane is. As I get closer to the garage, I get nervous because I've never been inside before. I quickly park my car next to an all-black escalade. As I get out I look around and see a row of bikes lined up neatly, a building with a reaper out front, which I assume is the clubhouse, and a little building by the garage bays, which I'm guessing is the office. I have a debate with myself of if I want to go to the clubhouse or to the garage office. After a ten minute debate I choose to go to the office. As I approach the open door I knock on the door frame and the beautiful, demure looking lady behind the desk looks up at me curiously and gives me a kind smile. "How can I help you honey?" she asks kindly with a southern accent. "Do you know where I can find Rane Quinn ma'am?" I ask as I sniffle back some tears and my little side. I feel a panic attack approach as I try to keep it at bay. As if sensing my distress she gets up from behind the desk and slowly approaches me. "I do love. Do you need me to get him for you?" she asks with concern laced in her voice. All I can do is nod my head yes as I collapse to the ground with my hands over my ears. I curl into a tight ball and start to cry my heart out. I vaguely hear her rush out of the room and run across the lot. About three minutes later I hear heavy boots approach as the door is flung open. I feel myself being picked up off the floor and cradled into a hard chest. I struggle against the person holding me until I inhale the familiar scent of motor oil and old spice. I instantly relax because I know it's Rane who's cradling me. I feel myself being placed into his lap as I bury myself deeper into his giant body, relishing in his comfort. I finally let my little side out fully because I know I'm completely safe in my daddy's arms. After I finally calm down again, I look up at Rane through my tears and red puffy eyes. "Are you okay baby girl? What happened?" Rane asks with concern laced in his voice as he wipes my tears away with his giant thumbs and cups my face gently. "I so sowry Daddy. I no mean to shows up hwere unannwounced, bwut I weally need yous rwight now" I reply as I put my hands around his giant wrists. I'm completely in little space now. "It's okay baby girl just tell me what happened" he says in a soft voice as to not startle me because he knows I'm deep in little space. "Me was gwocery shwopping and me saw him daddy. Me saw my attwacker and has a pwanic attack and yous ta onwy one who hwelps me wif tose, so me nweeded yous Daddy. I so sowry" I say after I take a deep breath as the tears start to fall once again. "Sh little one it's okay now. Calm down for me please" Rane says calmly as he wipes my tears away again. About ten minutes later I'm finally calmed down. " Me Otay now Daddy. Tank yous fwor ewerytang" I say as I look Rane in the eye. He smiles at me as he wipes my remaining tears away and gives me a kiss that's so full of love I can't help but melt into him more. I hear a loud cough behind us, so I pull away from the kiss with a startle, look behind me, and see a group of big men and the same lady who got Rane for me earlier just staring at us in shock. I blush a dark red, as I bury my head into Rane's chest again. "Well baby girl I guess it's time to meet the club. Are you okay with that?" He asks with a chuckle as he cups my face gently and looks me in the eyes. I give him an unsure smile as I nod. "You don't have to be big if you don't want to" he says to me with a smile like he knows I'm nervous. "Me no want ta be bwig Daddy" I say with a pout. He chuckles with a nod and gives me an encouraging smile as he wraps his arms around my back, stands up from the couch, and puts me on his hip as he walks over to the group of curious looking people. "Guys this is Santana. She's my wife and she's also a little. Baby girl this is Tig, Chibs, our president, Happy, TO, and Venus, who's Tig's Ol' Lady" he says with a smile as he points to all of them as he says their names. "Hewo" I say with a shy smile as I stick my thumb in my mouth. "Baby girl that's bad. Don't suck your thumb" Daddy says as he gently pulls my thumb from my mouth and I look up at him with a pout. "Stick that lip back in princess or else" Daddy says with a stern look. I put my lip back in and put my head back on his shoulder. "Welcome to the family then love" Venus says with a smile as she slowly approaches me and Daddy. She boops my nose and I giggle at her as I snuggle closer to my Daddy. "How come we've never met you before?" Tig asks as he eyes me up and down suspiciously which earns him a head slap from Venus. I look up at daddy with a pout. "Just talk slowly bunny" he tells me with a small smile. "Tat be bwecause me has ties to da Mwayans. Me awso not vwery social" I reply with a shy smile. "What do you mean you have ties to the Mayans?" Chibs asks as he eyes me suspiciously as well. "Me papi is ta pwesident of ta Swanto Padre Charter of ta Mwayans" I say as I move my head from Daddy's shoulder. "Bishop is your dad?" Chibs asks with wide eyes. "Wes he is. Me adwopted" I reply with a proud smile as Daddy kisses my cheek. "How'd you meet Rane then?" Tig asks surprised as well. "We mwet when me was sixteen. Me was rwaped on my sixteenth bwirthday and weft for dead in an aweyway. Daddy fwound me and twook mes hwome even after he fwigures out ta Mwayans hang out tere. He cwarried mes inswide and stayed wif me till I fwell aseep" I reply with a smile as I remember that day vividly. I feel Rane squeeze my hip as reassurance and to tell me he's there for me. I look at him with a wide smile. "How long have you and Rane been together then?" TO asks with a smile of his own. "We bween togever fwor seventween years. We bween bwestest fwiends for two, we date for tree, and we bween mwarried for twelve" I reply with a wide smile as I look up at Daddy with so much love in my eyes. He looks down at me with the same look in his eyes and smiles wide at me and they all look at us shocked. "Well welcome to the family then doll" Tig says as he shakes his head to clear it. "Tank yous" I tell him with a smile. "Well let's go inside and you can tell us more about you okay love" Venus says as she smiles at me and I give her a big toothy grin back. "Wet gwo ten Daddy" I say as I pat his arm. He looks at me with a smile and starts to follow Venus to the clubhouse. "Do you want a pacifier out of your car bunny?" Daddy asks as we leave the office. "No tank yous bwut I dos wants Shiva pwease" I tell Daddy with a smile. "Okay baby. We'll get her before we go inside" he tells me as he leads us to the car. Daddy puts me down as he opens my car door, reaches in the back seat, and grabs Shiva for me. I smile as he hands her to me then closes the back door. He then picks me back up again and starts to walk towards the clubhouse.