humanity is funny. they say "be yourself, no not like that" I hate ppl who say they'll be there for u but as soon as u need them there gone. i need a shoulder to cry on too, everyone does sometimes. I will always be there for everyone but that means burying my problems deep. I don't care though because all of you beautiful beans are worth far more than me, i'll always be the one to sort out the arguments or beef or breakups or missed homework's or issues at home. i'm often called 'mum' by my friends because that's how i have to act. Did you know youths that have experienced depression have to grow up quicker so they have an older mental age. I sometimes wonder if my friends are actually ok or if there like most of us and they lie because it causes less problems.
our assistant head of year is honestly wonderful but the amount of times i've lies to her is unreal. I want to talk to her but if i do she'll phone my dad or my mum or social services. I know I know she's trying her best but i just want you to listen and understand.
the_greenie_ is honestly one of the most amazing humans i know. she'll ask me how home is "if you don't mind me asking" we all need a Chloe in our lives, thank god I've got mine.
