Beyond The Sky (A Luke Hemmings Romantic Novel)

"Hot N' Cold"

-"It's not you my Luke,it's my stubborn mind.  And this stubborn mind is telling me to runaway now,so I didn't loose anymore time,I ran...away." 

Deadly smile,gorgeous and hypnotizing eyes,frozen heart filled with lies,pushed around all her life,but for some reasons she won't fall down. Always with her head up and down,independent,pretty face. She just disappeared without a trace. 

What did she just do?!  What was that ?! Acting and lies all this  time?! No doubt about this. Oh no,no,no! I could feel that condtition back on me,for the million time this week,I could feel nothing. Just staying here and there, like a fool who has been loosing a maths olympiad and don't even know what is happening anymore in this screwed up World. My eyes,the shade of blue with dark red,I am paler inside and out,don't! Don't tell me that I am crying..don't! My mind was speeding and turning like crazy,my feet,god,I can't feel them on me anymore,with what do I walk?! My head was getting heavier and my pulse higher,my lips and heart colder than snow. Everything has fallen apart. Now I realise what is She...I was wrong,but anyway I don't regret all the great times that she gave me:happiness..which now is only darkness,emptiness all over my face. Why?! Why this should happen?! Why everything good turns bad and just a bad memory in me?! Why? 

I started to move back on my foot..god,it hurted. But,I am used with it. Not with the foot,with the hurtness,lord,that's what my Life is like,every single bit that I breath,but I don't feel like breathing.Sometimes I want to pretend like nothing hurts me,like I am used with this,but hey,life hits you in your most delicate spots that you may never know,until you try them,in my case,the awful taste of bitter pain. I just arrived home,I am surprised but I just needed to get away from that place,from those memories,reflecting in my brain and cristal blue eyes. 

-Luke?! Where is Ariana?! I-I thought  that you were going to show to her about that surprise you prepared for her. Wait a minute,why did you come home this early?! You didn't skip any class,did you?!-mother confessed to me. 

Yeah,yeah,someday people will get tired,I am one of those. 

-SHE?! SHE is in Hell! In hell,hell,hell!! It's Over! O-ver!-I screamed while throwing my school bag on the couch. 

-Calm down,son,-Louisa quietly told me,-calm and then tell me what happened. 

Yeah,my mother knows me too well. Nobody can get into my way while I am mad and when I scream like a fool at the top of my loungs. No one. 

-I am not in humour! Not at all!-I said throwing my hands up high like I don't even care,but the truth,it's the opposite of this. 

Everything went off. 

-Ouf! Ufff! 

I run! I just skipped from his finger tips. I was breathing heavely,like very deep and fast. My stomach hurts from all this escape. I am extremely mad with myself,like why the Hell did I just do this?! I broke his heart and this is the last,veryyy last thing in my life list. I found myself into a forest. Such a relaxing and beautiful one,but my throat is lifeless. I really need some drops of water right now  on my mouth,that sweet taste of life that water gives you,that feeling when you start drinking it,undescripable,god,I need it! I  ran out like Katrina Tornado  just threw me away,so far away. Right now everything has fallen apart,my face,my feelings and my insecure state,to not forget the feelings of this dead forest has dropped too. It was so quiet,like only my heaving breath being heard and the voice of some little birds singing slowly. I could feel their pain. They weren't singing in their most  happy state,just like me. I wasn't afraid though,to tell about my feelings,I know they're something  intime and isn't it so much sad,because when you get hurt,you can finally say " I'm used to it",just Me. Silence breaks my heart,so I don't have afarid to show up my feelings,not at all. I got up,going home,feeling so mad and empty,loneliness can make me feel much more better. I am not in the mood to take blame,everything on me,I am a human too.