November 30th, 2019

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Hi. I'm gonna start this by saying:

Fuck emotions. They suck.

On discord it ended up a mess of venting and what not. I wish i could jufst turn off my negative emotions to be honest and be happy when my boyfriend isn't around.

Maybe I'm just too clingy???

Idk. Maybe.

Maybe I'm just being dumb cause I'm hungry, cause i can be a moody bitch when I'm hungry, but thats fine cause all i need to do is make dinner/wait for mom to make dinner.

I'm gonna try listening to X and maybe draw? I need to start drawing more again.

I'm currently watching the notifs from the twitter RP gc pop up and I'm just happy cause all of them are supportive instead of the usual fandom, which is full of hypocrites and toxic people.

Around the middle of november i lost most of my accounts though, which sucks.

It took a little bit of digging, but i found Father Of All... by Green Day and now my mood is up a bit more.

Update: I'm still hungry.

Eh. I can survive a bit longer. For now i should probably go and play some games, maybe see if my boyfriend is online so I can play Red Dead with him for a while.

Update: i can pop my leg in and out of its sockets now. Like i can with my arms :0 . cool.

so theres the journal entry for today.

                                         — Phantom .



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