I miss you. I've been an idiot. - I really do. I really have.
I miss you'r voice, always having smart things to say. I miss you'r laugh, to my stories I told you about all the weird fucking shit i've done. I miss you smile, that always made me smile too. I miss to feel you close to me, like that day we were out in the rain with a broken umbrella, waiting for the bus taking forever to arrive, holding each other close trying to get warm. I miss loosing myself into your eyes, so beautiful they made me weak.
Actually my dear, I could go on forever about what I'm missing. I know you miss me too. You wanted me to be yours. I want you to be mine.
But I was the one who walked away. To never come back.
