I'm tired. I'm so tired. The only good thing I have is Billie and I'm in love with her but, she doesn't love me back. I told her I loved her and it didn't go well.
Flashback
"Hey Billie can I talk to you?" I asked my best friend. "Yeah of course." She said becoming serious after seeing the seriousness on mine. "I really don't want this to change our friendship at all and I know this might will if this goes the wrong way. But I'm in love with you." I said closing my eyes about to cry. "Y/n this isn't a funny joke." Billie said. I know she knew I was serious but she wanted it to be a joke. "I'm not joking." I said wiping a tear away. "Are you serious?! After all the years you tell me this now when I'm finally happy?!" She yelled. She's never yelled at me like this before. I let out a sob and left her house.
That was a couple days ago and I'm broken. Nothing ever is good in my life. My mom left me, my dads an druggie, schools a living hell, and Billie hates me. She isn't the only person to leave me. A couple years ago my little sister Liv had died of cancer. "Leave me, déjà vu." I whispered. I decided if I ever wanted to be happy I'd have to be with Liv. As I was sitting in my bathtub when I got a call. "Y/n we need to talk." Billie said on the other line. "If you need me wanna see me, you better hurry cause I'm leaving soon." I said my voice breaking. "What? Where are you going?" Billie said in a worried town. I didn't respond because I knew she knew. I just hung up. I quickly wrote a note and I grabbed my keys and left my tiny apartment.
I sat on top of a tall building. Not doing anything, just sitting. I felt something vibrate in my pocket. I took my phone out and answered the phone. "Y/n! Where the fuck are you?!" Billie said. I could tell she was driving. I sighed and told her because I thought before she got her I'd be gone.
I was still sitting at the edge of the building and I heard someone come to the roof. "Y/n oh my god." Billie sobbed "please come down." Billie said. I didn't reply. "I'm sorry, I'm so sorry y/n." She said crying even harder. "Sorry can't save me now." I sighed "do you know how hard it was to tell you I loved you then you just disowned me." I said tears now coming down my face. "Y/n I do love you. I was just scared to love someone." Billie said which made me froze. "You love me?" I asked. "Yes so so much." She said smiling. "Please come down so we can be together." She said. I though about it. I hopped down and Billie ran to me, I thought she was going to hug me but she kissed me.
