you had graduated from college,
the next winter i saw you.
you got out of your car in the evening,
putting your hood over your head to keep the snow from soaking your hair.
you saw me walking out to put my rubbish in a recycling bin outside.
you walked up to me and you looked so nervous,
your hands were shaking
and wether that was from your nerves or the cold,
i wouldn't know.
you told me that you were sorry for how you treated me.
you told me you loved me.
i remember that i hugged you
and you leant down to try and kiss me.
but i pushed you away.
i had a boyfriend and i couldnt hurt anymore people.
you began to appologise and i told you to stop,
it wast your fault-
you didnt know.
your eyes began to water
and i didn't know how to fix it.
