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The Fighting Doesn't Help

This was when Tom helped me at my darkest time. I thought that I had no one, no one that I thought could understand what I was going through but then Tom held his hand strong for me. He helped me.

It was 24th of March, 2014 my dad found out that I was dating Tom. He didn't really take it well the first time but he got used to it... But my mum and dad kept fighting about something else.

"Well if you didn't bother helping me, maybe it would've turned out better!" my dad screamed at mum.

"what so everything I do to help is bad!" Mum screamed back. I had to cover my ears, I couldn't handle hearing them fight. It was to much to deal with. I quickly grabbed my earphones and blasted the music through my ears trying not to hear them. Tears swell up in my eyes.

As the song ended I heared a door slam and then a car start. I tried holding the tears back but I couldn't I had to let them free. I stayed in my room all night I couldn't see mum they way she was and or how dad made her feel.

The next day I went to school alone, tired as hell and just wanting peace and silence. I walked into the library and started to read a book but more tears burstet out.

"Y/N!" Harrison came over to me and sits next to me. I hugged him tightly. "woah. Y/N what's wrong?" he glides his hand up and down my back. I cried into his shoulder. Bursting every little thing out. I didn't want to tell him, I didn't want to tell anyone. I would feel as if I did there parents would tell mine and then they would lash all out on me.

"Y/N!! Tom rushed next to me. I moved into toms arms. He kissed my forehead and then wiped my tears away from my red hot cheeks. I looked up to Tom with my red bloodshot eyes. Hoping he'd understand. "how about, you stay at mine tonight. You already have some stuff there or you could have my hoodie?" he picked my chin up to look at him. A small smile kept onto my lips as I hugged Tom again. I nodded.

"well c-mon we have to head to class" Harrison helps me up and Tom got up after. We headed towards our first class. It was the theory work of sport and it was about broken family's and how people felt with it. It reminded me to much of what happened the night before. I didn't listen to the teacher at all, all I could get was my mum and dad fighting. I got up and walked out of class and slid down a we that was just outside and dumped my bag beside me. I hid my face in my knees.

Tom ran out a few minutes later.

"Y/N, why did you just walk out of class like that?" he sat next to me, inches away.

"the subject reminded me to much of it" I moaned with my head still in my knees.

"to much of what happened last night" he rubbed my back. I don't know how he figured but I guess whenever I was like that he'd knew exactly what might of happened, especially with family. I nodded. "C-mon Y/N Miss said we can have the rest of the subject off. How about we go sit in the library?" he asked lifting myself up. I grabbed my bag with Tom and left the class and headed to the the library.

The rest of the day.. it was easy. Having out with my two favorite people: Tom and Harrison. At the end I went home with Tom and stayed at his place for the night. And it seemed like mum didn't really care all that much.

"kids! Dinner!" Nikki called out to us and everyone else. We all ran into the kitchen to grab what was for dinner. "Oh hey Y/N are you staying tonight?" I nodded.

"yeah I am" I grab a plate with food.

"does your mum know" I nodded to her, even though she would figure out that she doesn't know.

"is that Toms jumper?" Harry asks while holding his phone.

"maybe" I giggled as I looked at Tom then over to Harry.

"I hate couples" Harry rolled his eyes. Tom and I laughed at Harry as he walked out of the kitchen with his dinner.

We ran back into Toms room with our dinner and started to eat some of it. My phone vibrated, it was my mum.

Mum:
Y/N where the hell are you??

I put my phone back on the bed side table. "was that your mum" Tom said with a half full mouth. I nodded. "wanna talk about it" I nodded again and sat up properly.

"mum, mum and dad have been fighting for a while. And I can't handle it. It hurts seeing dad drive off with mum balling her eyes out. And it's ruining my life, sometimes I feel like nobody understands and that's why I haven't been so... Y'know around" I take another piece from my plate but not eat it only look at it. "I-I just don't want my parents to leave each other" I broke down falling onto the ground crying. Tom came down to me and hugged me tight.

"I understand baby girl" he hugged me tighter and tighter, kissing my forehead.

We stood there for a while hugging each other, I almost fell asleep but I was alarmed by my phone. We got up and I looked at it. It was my mum. "pick it up, it's the right thing to do" I pressed the accept button and then the loudspeaker.

"hey mum" my voice was croaky from crying.

"Y/N why aren't you home!?" she sounded as if she was crying as well but more angry, fuming even.

"I'm at Toms" I say as I shift in my seat.

"what, when did this happen?" she asked almost filled with rage.

"Only today. I thought you'd be ok with it" Toms hand slides up and down my arm as I rested on his shoulder.

"come home now" Mums voice filled with more anger. She and Dad obviously had another fight.

"no" I said in return quickly.

"Why!?"

"Because"

"come home now and tell me otherwise I'll come there grab your hand and take you home myself" It was like she was more than just in the phone, it felt as if she was here in Toms room, yelling at the both of us.

"ok I'll tell you the reason. I don't want to come home to see you and dad fight, I don't want to come home and see dad driving off again and I dont want to see you drinking everything that is alcohol in the house! I hate it so much that I want to run away. The frighting doesn't HELP!!" I hung up the phone call and collapsed into Toms grasp more. I couldn't handle talking to mum about her fights.

I stayed in Toms arms, until he moved to take the plates down to the kitchen. I just stayed lying on his bed looking out to the window. Tom then came back in, closed the door and layed next to me. Half of his body was over me. Him just looking at me with his dark brown puppy eyes. Tom leaned in and started at the crescent of my neck to my jaw bone and then to my lips. His soft smooth lips crashing into mine, Making me forget everything that happened before, my tears that are now dry marks on my cheeks where Tommy was kissing.

We went on for about 20 more minutes. Tom knowing I didn't want to any further than just kissing. But we had to stop all because of someone.

"hey Tom, you in there" Tom moaned while he was still kissing me. His lips left mine and seeing his dark brown eyes making me go lost in them.

"your beautiful" he whispered as he kissed my forehead. And got up from the bed to the door. "hey man"

He made me forget everything that went wrong. And that made my life batter everyday.