Take me with you

Chapter 1

"Don't tell me that your not right for me." tears slid down her face as she slumped onto the unmade bed, the memories for the moments they had spent together, holding eachother together like it was all that was left. Moments that would never happen again,

"your not right for me,we were a long shot" he cried though cleched teath, holding his hands at the nape of his neck pulling the hair out. It was like it was the only thing he could do to stop himself from lashing out.

"we could make this work," she tried to reach and touch him, to make him understand.

"You know what i do to you, being with me is killing you." He slammed his fist into the glass of the draws, making the glass smash as it turned into a cobwebbed mess."I see the bruises and god i see the look on you face when you have to go home. I'm done hurting you anymore than is necassary." she stared at him like he had just exposed her and she was stood naked, bare, left for anyone to see. She was, every secret she had kept from him was out in the open. She stood up and brushed the tear soaked hair out of her face and stood straight. The whole thing looked forced as she tried to mask the emotions that threated to kill her their.

"I don't care, i'm not losing all of this. Tell me that it's on again. Tell me that it's all going to be ok,say we have a chance." Turning her back on her the took a deep breath.

"When i'm alone i miss you. I drive in my car and always end up at you, I push myself to get over you to not care to much.I can't change Kara. I want to, i want to love you like i should. I'm terrified of getting hurt. I know are time is limmited, but it doesn't make it easier."

"so thats it" He still refuses to turn at look at her face, if he did he knows every reason to do this would disappear.Unable to speak that both went silent.

The silence lasted so long the sound of their hearts breaking was almost audiable.The sound made you want to rip your own heart out to fix theirs.

"I'm leaving Kara. Like i said i would.We both know this love wouldn't last."

"I doesn't make it easier John,we made the decision together, you promised that i could have a say in the end. I still need you."

"I said i would help you,and i have. It's time for me to go and do what i was ment to."

Her sobs were background music to the loud sound he made as he started to pack. As he picked up the pitcure frame and hessitated, before throwing it on the top of his black duffle it became to much for her. She quickly grapped her keys and the few items of hers she saw she ran from his apartment without looking back.

Kara Rucker wasn't one for dramatics, but when it came to John, her heart was on the table. It was his, it always would be. But he was someone she couldn't pin down, he had forfilled what she had asked him to do. With that he left. The room was emptyed the shatted glass was fixed the stains and marks their time together was painted over.The next occupants of the appartment were oblivous of the love that had come before.

The love that no longer existed just the space it had once lived was left. With his absence Kara's space only grew. Until one day she woke up and it had consumed her whole heart and the girl that had fell in love with someone she couldn't have, was a memory. In the end she was left heartbroken the only thing she had left was what he taught her.