Ughhh.... I hate my life

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11/1/19


Sometimes I think I really don't need a nigga. Every time I'm with someone it doesn't even long. The longest relationship I had was with Quan. Now I and he are friends. Then I went out with one of the most wonderful people on Earth, Jay, he and I were so cute and close. We were together for 7 to 8 months. There was nothing that could keep us apart. The thing about it is that he let me be me. And we were deeply in love. Until I messed stuff up. My slow self decided to go to P.A.Y Camp and mess up our relationship. I hated myself for that. He gave me the teddy bear that his ex gave him. My slow self decided to "cheat". At least that what he thought I did. I thought about cheating I didn't do it. Then, I started to go with CJ. He kind of acted like what Jay acted like but Jay didn't do as much. CJ was a lot freakier. Then we broke up because he said, someone took a picture of me and him together. And he said he wanted to break up with me because I wasn't a freak. Now he and I are back together and I'm starting to think that I want to break up with him. He's not acting like hoe he used to. Now he's just not talking to me anymore. He just goes and plays football. He injured and  I get that he's trying to work on it. But all I want is some attention from him.

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