Falling Too Deep (Book 2 of Relations) -August Alsina Story-

Chapter III

Sidnei POV
After finishing our thing, I sighed. I feel hella guilty, like i feel like I'm bound to be with August but I love him. I don't wanna be with him... but then I do... Trey looked over to me and laid his head on my shoulder. "You alright baby?" He asked. I smiled faintly.. "Yeah.. Just thinking." He lifted his head up and turned to me. "Talk, I know you need too."

I sighed again. "I don't know what to do... I feel like I'm bound to be with August because of his health right now, then again... I love him.. I'm just mad at him." Trey nodded. "This is the harsh truth on my end, I love you and shit... A nigga been feeling you. August has love for you too, but if he loved you he wouldn't make you feel less than a queen. Giving you sex when you're mad ain't helping, it's making things harder for y'all."
I put my head down, A tear fell down my face. "I love you too Trey.. But its a lot you don't understand. August... took my virginity.. I've known him since I was 6. We have history, and I know him well. I hate him, but I love him." I saw Trey's facial expression change. "Well thats deeper than what I expected. Of course he still going to be in your heart and mind, he took your virginity. That's why you won't let him go, I ain't forcing you to do anything.. But do what your heart tell you. I'm always gone be here for to regardless."
-----------------------------------
I walked through the front door to hear music still playing in the studio. I walked down the hall to the studio, and when I opened the door I seen Kel on August's lap. "What the hell?" I said furiously. August head shot over to me. "Lemme talk to her real quick." He said to Kel. I kept my cool, cause I swear to god I will kill this bitch.

He walked out the studio and looked at me. "Why you here?" He said looking at me up and down. "I should be asking that to Kel." I said furious. He scoffed and laughed, "I should be asking Trey." He said, my heart sank. "What you talking about?" I furrowed my eye brows.

"I heard you was over his house, evidently that was the business you had to handle." August said shaking his head at me. I rolled my eyes, "do you not remember what you did to me before all this shit happened?" I said pointing to his wound. "Yeah, I remember. But a nigga said sorry so many times and I'm done trying."

I sighed and folded my arms, "Well I hope you're happy, tell that bitch to make sure she give you your meds." I walked off and grabbed my keys.