I've kind of been avoiding Jake. It's weird now when ever we are alone together, sometimes it normal then all of the sudden where kissing.
I still like him, and I'm scared its all just gonna get messed up, and I don't want that.
I wish things could go back to the way they where, I really do.
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Jake found me. He started talking about how mad he was that I was avoiding him and we should at least be talking it.
"You done?" I asked him when he stopped yelling at me. He nodded his head, I walked away.
I did it again later that night.
