So Close But So Far

a dream about a girl

........Dream........

Her hair cascaded down her back. Moved from side to side as she ran. And the weird thing about it, I was chasing her. This unknown girl with such mystery. Every time I caught up with her, I would rest my hand on her shoulder. She would then turn hot as lava and it would make my hand jerk back. Then she would continue running away. I wanted to see her. Touch her. Ask her why she was running? What was her name? Then she would finally stop dead in her tracks, and turn around. Facing me she would raise her head gazing at me. All I saw were her eyes. Those clear light brown and green irises. Then my craving for her would stop. It would make me angry to see her presence. She would walk up to me and touch my face. Slowly and calmly. I would move her soft hands away roughly, glaring at her. She would then back away slowly, and then stop at the edge of cliff that magically appeared.

"Why won't love me?" She'll ask. 

Then fall causing her fateful death.

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I woke up to the odd dream I've been having lately. I've had the same dream for 3 weeks now. Yes, I've been in the hospital for 3 weeks. The girl that hit me really must have done some damage. It didn't seem severe as the doctors made it seem. But I guess it was. She visited everyday she could. And I was staring to accept her company. It has had this warm and cozy feeling to it. Kinda like your at home, with a nice comfy couch watching movies and relaxing. Kinda like Kayla. I longed for her everyday. Wondering why she left me? I told the girl that or Isabella, that's her name. Isabella reminded me of the girl in my dream. Had the same tone of skin, the soft and silky brownish/blackish hair, and those same beautiful hazel eyes. Her face was pure gold, it was like a work of art that couldn't be bought. But I wasn't looking for another heartbreak. I already had many of those and it's really starting to hurt.

The door slowly opened, to reveal Isabella. She stared at me, as to why I was up. Usually I wouldn't wake up in the morning. I wasn't really what you called a morning person. 

"Good morning how you feeling?" She questioned.

"Okay, better now. I'm getting out today."

"I know, aren't you excited?"

"Not really, why couldn't you have just killed me?"

"Well I would've gotten arrested and I don't just go around hitting people everyday." She stated.

It was silent, a comfortable silence. That made me forget about everything and focus on her. She looked at me back, like a mirror. Then she got shy and stared at the floor, nervously. I loved it when this happened. It felt good to be able to make a girl nervous because of my staring. I wasn't what you called attractive. Or maybe she did that because she got feed up with my ugliness.

"I'm gonna leave now."She announced,before I could beg her to stay. She walked out and closed the door slowly. I didn't know if she thought I didn't see her feet under the door but I did. I wished it was Kayla. She hasn't called, text, or even visited me. My mom told me if I would just she the prize I had in front of me (meaning Isabella) that my life wouldn't be as miserable as I make it seem. And I think she was right. So today I was probably gonna ask Isabella if we could hang out as friends. You know see each other outside the hospital. She came back in and I thought it was a great opportunity.

"Um..... Izzy I was wondering if you wanted to-" I asked but was cut off by the door swinging open.

To reveal........................

Kayla.

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