No Love (August Alsina Love Story)

Chapter 11

::Eva::
"Alex what is wrong with me ?" I asked crying.
"Nothing is wrong , You need to talk to your father and work on trusting him and the same thing with everyone else." she said hugging me. "We all mistakes and as your father you need to forgive him and work on your relationship or you will regret it. Oh you need to talk about that little probleem because this is unhealthy."
I nodded my head. I have a secret that i've been forcing Alex to keep. "Im thinking of how to tell everyone and how I will handle it." I whipped my face as August walked in the room.
"Better hurry. And start with him." she said.
"Im about to take Jason home. Okay." she added getting off my bed and walking out.
"You okay ?" he asked.
"Things can be better."
"Is your dad okay ?"
"Yeah , he's fine." I said avoiding eye contact.
"Am I missing something?"
"No, I'm just not in the mood to talk to you right now."
"Alright, Well I'm gone. Call me whenever your ready to talk." he said walking out the door.
"August. " I followed him but he was already out the front door.
Exactly what I needed was more problems.
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The next morning I was in my bed watching tv. I could hear Alex talking on her phone. I looked at the time and it was 6:30 am. I grabbed my phone and called August but he didnt answer.
Eva:: Call me.
I sent him a text and went into Alex's room where she was on the phone. I sat on the end of the bed. She was in her closet, I guess she was finding something to wear to school.
"I'll call you back." she said as she turned to see me "What's up?" She added.
"So last night I've might have said something that August took the wrong way. " I said playing with my fingers.
"Im guessing he is mad at you. "
"Which is actually quite childish." I joked.
She laughed.
I begin to feel dizzy and sick.
"Are you okay?"
I stood up and shook my head.
"Im fine. "
"You sure?" she asked.
I nodded my head and walked out her room and back into mine.
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We were sitting in thr cafeteria. Jason, Alex, and I. They were talking about plans for the weekend. All I could think about was my little secret and how I was going to handle it.
"Does that sound cool Eva?" Jason asked.
"Umm Yea." I agreed. I really dont even know what I just agreed to but whatever. That the least of my problems at this moment. They continued talking about what ever they were speaking about and I pretended to listen. I seen August walk past with Cam and Tyler. I instantly grabbed my purse and walked out the door trying to catch up with him.
"August!" I yelled trying to get his attention.
Cam turned around and seen me walking there way he turned backa round and tapped August to turn around causing to turn in my direction.
I finally reached them. "Ive been calling and texting you."
"I know." He said non-chalant.
"So It would have been nice to..." I stopped mid-sentence. "Can we speak ALONE?" I asked.
He shook his head. " Nah Ma say what you have to say."
I seriously dont know why he is acting like this.
"Look August Im sorry for the way I spoke to you yesterday but I dont think I was that big of a deal for you to be treating me like this." I said getting a little upset.
"Whatever Man." He said walking away quiclky followed by his friends.
I rolled my eyes and followed behind him.
"Forreal August." I said walking half as fast as them.
"August I cant chase you." I said stopping.
He turned around and apporached me. "THATS THE PROBLEM EVA.." He yelled. I must admit it frightened me. I never seen him so angry before. "You dont love me like I love you. You get mad or I let you down and I chase you. I fight for you. I know I messed up but you dont get to put me down and make me feel even worse than I did before. I get it Eva I fucked up and Im sorry, I dont know how many more ways I can put it. Im tired of saying it. If you cant really and fully forgive me and trust me then I cant do this." He added calming him self down.
" August you have no right to say I don't love you because your the only person I loved outside of my family and Alex. So for you to say that to me is unfair. And for you to treat the..." I stopped myself dropping my purse and running to the nearest restroom. I burst through the stall and throwing up. When I came out the stall and seen August leaning aganist the wall.
"How long have you known?"
My eyes widened. "How did you know?"
"Eva I know you. You work out and dance everyday which you haven't been doing alot. I noticed the change in your diet. Weight gain. Morning sickness. All of which i've seen with my sister. And to top it off the prenatal vitamins you tried to hid in your bathroom . So the question I pose to you again is How long?" He said.
"3 months. I wanted to tell you. It was I was just so mad at you and didnt know how to tell you."
"Eva. Im not ready to be a father and your not ready to be a mother. Were still in highcschool. What in the hell are we going to do with a baby." He said angryly.
"I know that. So don't sit here and blame me. It just as much as your fault as mines."
"You right. Look imma talk to my sister and see if she knows any abortion clinics."
Is he kidding me?
"No."
"No?"
"No. I'm not aborting my child. That goes aganist all my beliefs and all my father beliefs." I said placing my hand on my hip.
"EVA ! We cant keep this child. What are we going to do with a baby? How will we take care of this child? Huh? Please Tell Me Eva."
"I DON'T KNOW!" I yelled. I snatched my purse from him and stormed out.
Im getting tired of going back and forth with people. I heard that you shouldnt be stressed during a pregnancy. So I don't need him to be aboard. I'll figure this out on my own just as always.
I was over school for today. I looked for my keys for my purse while walking to my car. I found them and got into my car speeding off.
I was home. In the kitchen thinking about everything and since the cats out of the bag I better round everyone up before Jordan finds out and he tells Amanda and Amanda tells Dad and I really dont need that. I called Amanda and asked if she can bring them over for dinner tonight and Naomi's bringing Abeula and Papa. I'm debating on if I should invite August or not. I might aswell lay everything out tonight. I picked up the phone and called August.
August:: Hello
Eva:: Can you come over her?
August:: Yeah.
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We were eating dinner and everyone was quite. No one spoke. No one made eye contact.
"How have you been its been so long?" My dad said looking at Naomi.
Naomi laughed. "Please Don't."
"I'm confused."
Here we go. Showtime.
"Don't act like everythings okay between us. You dont know how much you've put us through. You ruined my childhood. Kept me from my sister and brother. And most of all took my mother away." She spat.
"Naomi, I'm so sorry. I never meant..." She cut him off.

" You dont get to do that. You dont get to turn this around and become the victim. You took my mother away from me. You made her choose between you and me. She only choose you was because you took everything, she had no money nowhere to take us." Naomi yelled.

"Oh so thats what they told you." He said getting a little angry.

"No David. I was 10. I was fully capable of understanding everything around me. So dont play me like I'm dumb." 

"You will NOT talk to me like that." He yelled.

Naomi laughed hysterically. "Your not my father David. Remember."

"Please stop." I said softly.

"I feel so bad for the man who is." he said.

"David." Amanda said looking at my father.

"You will not talk to her like that. You degraded my daughter and I didn't say anything but you will not do that to her infront me." My papa stood and spat angrily at my father.

"Papa. Please sit down." I said trying to sit everyone down we were streering away from my purpose of bringing them her. I should've known this would happen. It was bound to happen.

"You should have raised her a little better and just maybe she would have turned out to be like her sister and brother."  My dad said. 

I guess this is my chance to change the subject before things got even more heated.

"Im pregnant." I said hoping no one who would hear me.

"Looks like you could've used a little help in the parenting department yourself." Naomi said.

I got up. "Seriously?"  I walked out and into my bedroom slamming the door.

I sat on my bed crying. I can't believe this was all just to overwhelming. Someone knocked on my door before opening it. I looked up and saw Amanda.

"You okay." she said walking over to me. 

"I didn't mean for it to come out like that. They wouldnt be quiet. Im pretty sure everyone hates me and is so disappointed in me."

"I was around you age when I had my son. I know what is like to be a teenage mom. I know how it feels to feel like you let your family down. It wont be easy but after awhile they will get over it because they love you. I might not be your mother but I love you like you were my child so Its a little shoking for anyone to know this about their child because they only want the best for you. I know what your going through so if you want to talk about anything. Im here." she said sitting next to me,.

I hugged her and hugged her tightly I needed to hear that somebody stood behind me.

"Now lets go out there and face the music." she said standing up and holding out her hand/

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