Hot Girl Bummer

6

Real life

"He really said that" Lola said looking at the snaps between me and Mattia
"I know and it's driving me crazy" I said with my face buried in my pillow
"Maybe he does turn you on" she said and I shoot up from my bed
"He does not" I yelled
"Woah chill out but why would that be such a bad thing" she said
"First he's my brothers best friends second what if we break up and it breaks the group up" I said
"Okay so first he's your and your brothers friend also me and Alejandro have made it work" she said
"yeah that's you and Alejandro y'all are like in love" I said
"how do you know if you and Mattia aren't in love" she said
"I don't know what if it's just sexual tension" I said
"Then that's all it is you wouldn't have to worry about breaking up the group" Lola said
"Okay but what if durning all that I catch feelings and he doesn't" I said
"I'm pretty sure he would catch feelings before you I mean look at you your hot as fuck" Lola said smiling
"look this isn't a Wattpad book everything doesn't always work out" I said
"Yeah but you know you miss 100 percent of the shots you don't take" she said smiling like she just told me this monumental life lesson
"gosh I'm screwed my dad tells me that" I said crashing back down on my bed
"come on that just means your dads as smart as me" she said laying down beside me
"ughhhh" I said yelling
"what's wrong" kairi said sticking his head in the door
"nothing" I said
"she's having problems" Lola said
"ew like girl problems" he said pointing to what would be my vagina
"no stupid boy problems" she said
"oh wait with who" he said
"fucking ma-" she started to say when I quickly put my hand over her mouth
"Matthew" I said smiling
"who's Matthew" he asked confused
"well we have a code name for Anthony and it's Matthew so yeah" I said smiling
"Oh okay y'all girls are weird as hell" he said walking out my room closing my door
"Lola!" I said
"sorry I wasn't thinking" she said
"yeah I can tell" I said

Suicidal by YNW Melly was playing Lola has already left and it was 11 at night and I was yelling the lyrics
"Eliana shut up I'm trying to play this game" Kairi said from his room
"I knew you'll be the death of me left lipstick on my Hennessy" I shouted
" your love is suicidal for me your love is suicidal i'm sippin Hennessy" I yelled again
"Eliana stop" kairi said coming in my room
"ughhh why" I said
"because I'm trying to play this with the boys" he said
"ugh okay" I said
"are you okay" he asked pulling his head set off
"not really" I said and tears started to come to my eyes
"what wrong" he said walking over to my bed and standing in front of it
"still boy problems" I said
"Oh over Anthony" he asked
"No I lied" I said I couldn't keep it from him after all he was my twin
"what who is it then" he said sitting down and pulling me towards him so now my head was laying on his shoulder and he was holding on to me
"Mattia" I said
"what did he do cause you know I'll beat his ass" he said
"ugh I don't even know and I'll remember that offer" I said smiling
"yeah it always stands but what do you mean you don't know" he said confused
"I mean I don't know if I like him or if he likes me" I said
"well um maybe how did you get the idea that you might like him or whatever" he said
"well like every time I see him or talk to him it's never bothered me but recently I've been getting butterflies in my stomach and like he's so hot also the way he talks to me he says stuff like "I said stopping "well I kinda forgot I was talking to my brother let's just say he says stuff to me" I said laughing
"yeah I'm glad you stopped" he said laughing "but Mattias difficult you never really know his feelings or if he likes someone" he said
"yeah I know and that's what's hard about this" I said
"well what does Lola say about this" kairi said
"you probably don't wanna hear it" I said
"it's fine just tell me" he said
"Well she says to just fuck him and then see how I feel" I said lowly
"oh wow I thought it was gonna be something else but I don't know about that" he said with a weird look on his face
"yeah and that's what I told her" I said
"yeah well all I can tell you is to just hang out with him and see where things go" he said
"yeah I agree with Kairi" I heard a voice from somewhere
"What the hell was that was that Alvaro" I said looking around and Kairi looked down and picked up his headset
"Sorry I forgot it was still on" he said getting up
"Kairi whyyyy" I said
"Sorry but just do what I said Alvaro won't say anything right" he said into the headset
"Right we'll get back to the game bye baby" Alvaro said through the headset
"Bye Alvaro" I said rolling my eyes
"Hey get some sleep" kairi said
"I will night love you" I said
"Love you" he said walking out my door and shut it.