Marco Bodt's Journey Through High School

Were It All Started- Chapter 1

Author Note- This is my first fanfic, I will try to update daily but I apologize if the quality is low or grammatically incorrect.

The truth is, I don't know were it all began, maybe when my father called me a faggot, or when mom told me it was my fault dad left, I really don't know. My name is Marco Bodt, I am in the 10th grade. I am an anorexic, I have serve anxiety, I'm bulimic and depressed and self harming oh fuck I hate myself. Last night when I was lying on the bathroom floor after purging myself and having a panic attack my mother walked in, simply telling me to "man up" and "quiet down" before turning her back. I reminisce about the night prior while on the walk to school on this cold December evening with music playing loud from my headphones when, I bumped into someone. Is it Jean? I wonder to myself, he was the hottest boy in school with multicolored brown hair and a cute "horse face" as my freind Eren calls it. But my thoughts are interrupted when I realized who I just bumped into. Oh great oh fucking great JUSTTT FUCKKIINN GREEATTT. Its Reiner, the 6ft 220 pound giant who is responsible for my school life being a living hell. All I ever want to do is stand up to him and his gang, that's what I'm supposed to do mom said so herself. But all a worthless pussy like me is able to squeak out is a high pitched "I- I-m s--oryy". "your sorry eh?" Reiner said as I see his two friends coming around the corner, one of them being Annie and the other being Bertolt. Annie was gorgeous and if I wasn't gay, I would've fallen for her like all the other boys at school, however beyond appearances she is fucking terrifying. She has cold calculating appearance and an icy stare, she can rip anyone to pieces and she has a short temper. However I am usually never tormented by her its always Reiner who does the punches. the next is Bertolt, and tall lampost looking boy, he has anxiety and that is pretty apparent. however Reiner seems to take care of and nurture him. he also has never laid a finger on me. My thoughts about those two were interrupted with "Come on bitch boy, why don't you fight back?" At this point Reiner lifted me off the ground and pinned me against a wall with one hand, I knew in this situation it was best to give in and not fight back. "Come on take a swing at me" he said grinning in my face. "Come on Reiner lets get to class enough of this fuckery already, haven't you hurt him enough?" Annie said coldly. I flashed a look of gratitude at her for a second before my eyes flicked back at Reiner who said "fine but after I do this". I felt a sharp punch to my groin as I doubled over, then I felt a kick, and another, and another. This hurt so bad I was already crying and begging him to stop trying to hurl up in a fetal position but it was no use. He is laughing meanwhile at my torment as I lye on the ground until I realize something, Shit my scars are exposed. With one hand still clutching my junk I try to reach to pull down my sleeves when I see Reiner take a picture, of my cut up arms with his cellphone. "HAHHHAHHAHH wow Marco what's this? want me to post this on instagram?" he says meaningly. "No please Reiner I--I but I cut my sentence short when I suddenly saw Reiner go. .. . flying?