Running, running as fast as I can
I keep remembering that saying here comes that boogieman
Just the thought of it makes me scream
I hope and hope that this is all just a dream
The faster I run the more I lose hope
I push myself to keep up with the pace
But all I’m doing is slowing down
I feel as though I’m part of a chase
But then I realise that’s just it
I’m sick of being treated just like shit
Memories are flooding me just like that
Thoughts and thoughts of that old wooden bat
All of a sudden I feel a big stab in my heart
I feel as though my whole body is being torn apart
I let my hand touch the ground
But there’s nothing to touch
My hands feel numb
I don’t know what to do
Shouting, screaming I finally realise
Noone can hear me
Falling, falling down to the ground
The next thing I know I can feel my heart pound
I wake up from this terrible nightmare
Covered in sweat and a ringing in my ears
I have finally realised
That it was all just fears
Pounding and pounding my heart
Just wont stop
Faster and faster the beat goes
I feel like I’m upstage talking on a microphone
I wonder why I am feeling this while im in my cozy little shak
Then I finally realise it was just a panic attack
