Oneshot || {Chanhoon} ✓

Chanhoon pt1

The podium surface was uncomfortable through his shoes, He was barely able to see through the blinding lights, it was uncomfortable.

He clenched his fist beginning to get mad at the announcer, how long was this going to take?

There were only four spots left,  only four chances left,

He was already through, standing, waiting atop his little white podium for the last four members of TOO to be announced,

He hadn't thought it would come to this, this unbearable tension, it was killing him

He was through, He was fine, He was safe, So why? Why was he so scared?

Chi Hoon?

They hadn't known each other very long but already the thought of separation made his heart ache with a strange intensity, He didn't really understand all he knew was that he couldn't let go of Chi Hoon.

A few Moments later and his ears pricked up at the sound of the of the announcers voice

"Jerome!"

His heart sunk just as quickly as it had leapt, of course he was happy for Jerome, it was just that there were only 3 spaces left,

He listened to Jerome's words before he went to his podium and his chin trembled a little, struggling to regain his composure

It had been to long, this was to cruel,

All 19 of them meant so much to him, 

He breathed out and raised his head a little, 

he would carry on, 

for them.

"Chi Hoon!"

He quickly sucked in a breath and tried to stop tears of shock and happiness from rolling down his cheek's, He'd been so deep in thought that he hadn't realised that they were waiting for the announcer's to reveal the next member,

He watched Chi Hoon walk past and bit the inside of his cheek to try and stop a massive grin from spreading across his face,

He listened intently to every single word Chi Hoon said before taking his place, The pain that had been in his heart just a moment ago faded to a dull aching, the fact that he would be able to stay with Chi Hoon softened the blow a little,

Now satisfied he let his mind wander, thinking of all the good times he'd be able to spend with Chi Hoon, all the Vlive's they'd do together, how he'd be able to help Chi Hoon with all the dance moves and praise him and reward him when he got it right and how Chi Hoon would give him that cute smile whenever he got praised and thank him and-

A body crashed into him, Robin, 

He was trying not to cry,

Subconsciously Chan had stepped of his podium as all the others had gotten of as well after the last to member's where announced to say goodbye to those who hadn't made it and now Robin had come to him seeking out some comfort, 

He embraced the boy whole heartedly and rubbed his back while whispering in his ear, he wasn't the best at comforting people but he did his best, 

"Who were the other two to make it?" He asked after Robin had calmed down a bit

Robin pushed back from him and gave him a strange look "Min Su and Ji Su..."

Chan nodded and Robin turned to embrace Jung Sang,