Diego Dec 6 2019 1:34 am
Empty thoughts fill my brain
every night it's the same thoughts that follow me to my sleep
empty thoughts that make me question life
is there any meaning to the pain?
where is the gain in this suffering?
Before, i used to think of you
that smile raced across my mind
your laugh echoing with every word i heard you say
tormenting my thoughts knowing i could never have you
Maybe it's a good thing i don't think of you anymore
but ever since you left, a new demon has filled that space
he tells me that i don't need anyone else
his words, although harmful, warm my mind
every night he whispers to me to end it all
to stop the pain of missing you
to be released of the spell you put me under
these empty thoughts he puts in my head
although harmful, grow oh so more tempting
for him i grab the blade
for him i let the blood drip down my body as i slowly fade away
because of you i'm filled with these empty thoughts
and i can not thank you enough
completed dec 6 2019 1:43 am
