13 and Pregnant

Fighting For My Children

HEYYYY!!!!  I HAVENT UPDATED IN FOREVER!!!!  SORRY ABOUT THAT. BUT I HOPE YOU ENJOY THIS NEXT CHAPTER!! SORRY ITS SHORT   ❤❤❤❤❤ heres a pic of Jay's bff Melanie (Mary-Kate Olsen)

I paced back and forth for an hour until i could get my thoughts together.

     im going to be a mother
    my babies wont have a father
    babies........ meaning two
    im going to be a mother of TWO babies
    im never going to get through this.....
    im...... alone

And that's my biggest fear. Being alone. Im always afraid someone will leave me any second. And that nightmare came true. My one true love left me. The one who loved the most. Well atleast  I thought he did. He broke my heart and left me alone with his children. Why cant he step up and be the dad he needs to be? Why did he have to leave me alone? Why me? Why am i always the one getting hurt. Why?  Just why?  I sat down and cried. Then i decided that if I'm going to be a mom, I need to be a good one and stand up for my children. I marched downtairs and told my mom i was leaving. She asked where i was going but I ignored her and left. I walked to Ryan's house.
     KNOCK!   KNOCK!   KNOCK!

The slowly opened revealing  a shirtless Ryan standing at the door. I have to admit, he looked pretty hot. But i have to stay focused.

      "What do you want? " he seemed disappointed and angry.

      "You need to be here for your kids. "

      "I told you i ca-- wait kids?"

      "Yes kids. Im having twins. "

       "Oh my gosh my mom will kill me if she found out I a girl pregnant. " I looked behind Ryan,  to see an angry mom staring at him.

          "YOU WHAT?!?!?! "  he turned around and his face became red.

        "WHO THE HELL DID YOU GET PREGNANT!!! "

       "ummmm...... J-j-Jay....Jayne. "

       "Is that why you broke up with her? " Ryan slowly nodded his head.

        

          "THEN WHY DID YOU TELL ME SHE CHEATED ON YOU!!! "

           "YOU TOLD HER I CHEATED ON YOU. HOW COULD YOU? I WAS IN LOVE WITH YOU. I WOULD HAVE DONE ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING FOR YOU. YOU WERE MY ONE TRUE LOVE BUT YOU BROKE MY HEART. AND NOW YOU'RE DOING THE SAME TO YOUR OWN CHILDREN!! " I screamed and then walked away. I ran all the way back home and cried for hours.