he said || larry stylinson sad one shot ✨

He said

He said he loved me.

He told me he'd never leave me.

He said he wasn't going to leave me for her. He kept that promise. But he still hurt me.

He said it meant nothing and it'd never happen again.

He told me to talk to him.

He said he was sorry. But he did it again. And again. And I kept forgiving him.

He said he was done and would never do it again. But it was too late. The bags under my eyes could never go away, they were there to stay. Permanent. Like tattoos.

Except even surgery couldn't erase it.

I loved him but it was too much.

I loved his blue eyes. I loved his laugh. He looked beautiful when he sang to me but it was all a lie. His words meant nothing. He didn't love me. Never did. He took my heart and broke it to shreds. He threw them on the floor and stepped all over it without a care.

Louis, I loved you. Still do. I'll always love you but you just don't care.

I'll only leave you a letter. Sorry, I'm not that original on my death bed.

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Dear Louis,

It's me, your boyfriend, ya know the one you lived with, the one who loved you unconditionally, the one who cooked for you, washed your clothes, bought us a house? Do you remember me? It's me, Harry.

Just in case you cared, I'm gone. I'm looking at you right now from above, do you care? Are you crying right now? Or are you scoffing at how selfish i am?

Either way, I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I'm gone. I love you but I couldn't take it. I was so depressed and not even all the pills in the world could save me. I hope you live a happy life with her. Tell her you love her everyday, remind her. Marry her.
We were planning on getting married, remember? You said one day we would marry, Id be Harry Tomlinson. Guess it's a little too late now, huh?

You still have your whole life ahead of you, Louis. Make it last. Make it count.

Just remember that I, Harry Styles, love you dearly. I love you more than I love myself. I love you more than everything in the world. You were my world but i was only your... city? Idk.

Bye Louis William Tomlinson. I love you so much, don't ever forget. We'll meet in another life, maybe you'll care then, yea?

Love, Harry Edward Styles. :) x