I awoke up again, this time around noon. Still exhausted from crying, I stayed in bed and did my usual routine; check twitter, watch YouTube and then go on Minecraft. I didn't even bother to get up or change because both my parents had work until late at night so no one would mind. It's not like I would be seeing anyone today, since I only had a couple friends from across the world. As I was scrolling through my empty timeline bored out of my mind, I went to text my friends. As a habit, I immediately went to text Kylie but then I remembered. This situation was so unexpected I still didn't want to believe it. She's gone I told myself. I'm alone, so hopelessly alone. why did life have to be this way? I was sick and tired of crying, I didn't want to feel this pain anymore, I didn't want to have to keep going on this hell hole of a journey they call life. I wanted to hurt myself, but I was too much of a coward to do it. I had no one to talk to, no one that cared. sure y parents are always there but they don't understand. They don't grasp the concept that not everyone is bad in the world. I don't want to be drifted away like Kylie. It hurt so much to think about her. As much as I tried to bottle up my feelings, they all came crashing down at the moment. I'm alone, so hopelessly, depressingly alone.
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~Emilee
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Alone
RandomAnnabelle finds herself hopelessly digging herself deeper into a hole of depression by messing everything up. Worthless and lonely, Annabelle never thought that this one stranger could change her life forever.
