Blinding eyes.

Hey guys! so this is just a starts story, that i wrote for one of my assessment task for english and i wanted to share it to you guys! i'm very aware that it is very short, but its only for mean time. I've got a story coming and i want to write at least 15 chapters before i actually post anything up. ku-dos, adios amigos.

Tammy.

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Blinding eyes.

by Tammy Le.

My bed was wheeled to window side with the withered flowers, where another patient was placed as my peripheral vision told me. The mysterious person started to talking to me but all i could say was nothing. My speech was running through me, from the top of my brain to the tip of my tongue, as much as i tried, nothing came out. The head beside me fell with rejection and all my emotions are raging agaisnt each other, challenging to be what emotion the mind should feel. The light pitter patter of the rain fall on the window pane and my mind does this little dance, at the sight of rain, only because it had felt like so long the little droplets fell onto my pale, soft skin. But it wasn't on my skin just yet, it was oh, so close, yet my mind still danced around like i had won a million dollars.

A soft whisper comes from behind me and my mind goes cold. The voice. The deep, charming voice thhat i've heard so many times before, but i cant manage to place a face to it. They planted a warm, loving long peck on my cheek and my head goes into a ditz of pleasure and loathing. A new, but accustomed voice sings and my faced tilted to the left, in my head. Why couldn't i remember anything? Did i have something wrong with myself that was preventing me from doing any physical movement? I was caught off guard when i was slowly spun around and two faced that were closer than needed were staring at me with a cheerful glow. But quicker that a flash, their faces withheld more than just a gasp. It had a touch of guilt. But i could be over-looking things; he's the man who made me anyway, my father. But to whom the person to my left is, that will be my ponder of the day, of the nameless, known woman. They quickly pull themselves to the side hold hands, with his thumb caressing her hand whilst my head stays looking forntward. They come back and say the most unexpected but some what predictable thing.

"We're Sorry."

Its like half my world was torn and thrown around. But it was those specific words that made me do something i haven't in what felt like years. A flash-back.

I was spending the most amazing night of my life, with my boyfriend of the time, roaming the streets at the brink of mid-night. We were laughing and running around on empty streets, being slightly intoxicated and abusing drugs, we started taking off our clothes and the rush of the drugs kicked in at the same time of...

I was shaking from side to side before i could finish the flash-back. My body movement escalated within a blink of an eye and it was almost like i had died and came back to little bit of life. The agony that rushed through my whole body was like being stabbed over and over again. It wasn't long after that i was stabbed literally with some unknown liquid, almost relieved that it was probably something to calm me down, but it did the exact opposite. I let out little, short pants and my body was shaking with more than just fear. For the first time, it felt like my time, my moment in life that everyone dreads, the last stage of life. Death. I slowed my breathing and black dots flashed before my eyes, dancing on my central vision. If i was alive, i didn't know. I felt emotionless and controlled by something other than myself. At the moment of time, i felt weightless and was lifted into a bed of clouds, ready to be taken up by the gods.

I was faced with reality with it over powering me. I was a baby in a womb, brought to the face of the earth, being weak and vunerable. My skin was pale with a hint of blue, my bones were as delicate as dried leaves and i was on the verge of being a skeleton figure. Breathing through the machines via tubes and being carried around like a doll wasnt how i wanted to be, being in this state made me think a lot, and hard. For the first time, i was ashamed of myself. I was ashamed in who i was, i was ashamed of my priorities of me over anyone eles and i was ashamed of what my future would have been if i continued to be who that girl i used to be was. Streaming down my cheekbone, to my jaw, was the wet, salty pureness of tears. Drop by drop, i was faced with reality more than before. My thoughts were going deeper into me opening a new pair of eyes for me. It would be these new pair of eyes that would let me chose right from wrong and let me forgive and forget. The new pair of eyes that would let me love anything, anyone and anywhere.

My limp hand was jerking and my eyes were tearing down like a water fountain, the first thing that came to mind was my experience with movement before. Would it be as terrifying? There were now a few peeks of my bottom teeth and slowly crept bigger and bigger. It would be the deciding moment of it either being the beginning of a new life or the ending of one, wither way, i was scared for what was to come. Slowly, I was able to move the bones of my face and the frames of my finger, intertwining with the lady who sat to my left, my dear mother. Milliseconds after, her head shot up and her apparences look like she hasn't had her beauty sleep in days, but even after being that tired and weak, she is quickly on her legs and call for anyone, anyone to see a so-called miracle. My smile slipped down when i remembered all those times i left her sitting at the dinner table waiting for me, the times where i told her i hate her and after a hard day at work, i never told her i love her. My voice was crackling and I froze for quite some time.

Now my head was dropping slightly and i was taken back to the flash back that was left unfinished.

I was laughing and running on empty streets. As the rush of the drugs kicked in, i was staring at a blinding light that had my father and a woman in the distance, in his car. The collision was quick and the last thing i saw was my father with his eyes wide open and his mouth hung low. My eyes were closed but i could still hear the screams becoming fainter and fainter.

At this point, i forced myself out of the flash-back, so i could spill a few words before my life departure.

It was the moment for my final words to be given, and with my eyes dropping, i crackled to say them.

"My sincere mother. I love you. I love you, i love you, i love you. I never said those words and i wish i could say them a million times more. It's about time for me to hit the road of life soon but i remember. I remember everything. I remember the car, the accident and i remember dad. dad and his 'mistress'. Don't blame him, it was truly my fault. Im sorry, im sorry, im sorr..."

I could hear her sobs and screams for me to stay awake, but it became a meer whisper. Her voice was then over-powered by all the beeping and doctors, and the eyes i never got a chance to use were now shut down. Even though i never got to live my life, go to university, have a fmily of my own, i knew it was time for me, because all hope was gone. I know the mourning that will be left behind for me, but the accident got the better of me and my life slipped for my palms. With one more blink of an eye, i was gone.

 "Scarlet rose Skyes,

Blonde, 5'8, 38kg,

Date of birth: 15/06/1991

Date of death: 19/08/2007

Cause of death: Car accident which cause fatal paralysis,

Time of death: 14:23

Room: 216..."

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So thats my story!! I added a little bit more to this one, but overall, its my story! I wrote the basics of this story in a day and edited it over a week, so i know that it's not the greatest story ever written. I think that most of the stories i publish will probably be like this, with the detailed paragraphs but, i will try and tone it down a bit, and do more speech. and i couldn't be bothered to edit, so yeah. ha. and would you guys like more of this story of like a sister or something? Let me know!

Hope y'all liked it!

Tammy.