Athena

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After arriving at Ally's that day I'm pulled in to a hug, a hug I didn't know I needed, a hug I wasn't sure I would receive but how could I have doubted her, how could i not known she would do this. I am her baby after all, her first child, whether she wants to accept it or not. I'm her child, and she is the women to hold the title of being my mom. And she might not like it but thats who she is.

I remember this one time i crossed paths with my uncle in the hallway on my way to my room. I was maybe 9 at the time I'm not really sure but when he sees me he made me stop. He grabbed my arm and pulled me to a halt his hand came up to push a strand of my hair behind my ear and he smiled at me, there was something in his eyes that back then I couldn't describe, but now I know it was lust.

His hand later cupped my face and he tilted it up so I could look at him properly.

"Wow, you have matured so well darling." He said making me feel exposed and uncomfortable. I knew what he did to Ally I knew how he forced himself on her and I thought that what he said wasn't good for me.

"You are turning out to be so beautiful, you look so innocent. I like it very much. I'm gonna have to thank your sister for keeping you alive." He said, he leaned it but before his lips meet mine Ally pulled me away.

"Dont you dare." She said while pushing my body behind hers.

The way she said it made me feel as if I was being attacked, sure I knew what they did to her, but I never heard them talk to her like that. And he did it with me why was she so mad. This was good maybe now he would stop touching her in ways she didnt want to. I was so naive, how could I have thought like that, how could i have been happy for that sick man touching me, or wanting me.

Cause the human mind adapts to everything in its surroundings. I grew up in that environment, and although Ally tried to teach me right from wrong this is what I was seeing. She said what they did to her was wrong but she never left. She never tried to get away. And I adapted to it all, I learned to live with it, and sure I was told time and time again that that wasnt the proper way to treat a women or how much Ally hated it. I would hold her every night afterwards telling her how important she was to me. But I didnt know any different. I wasnt sure what the right way was. So that was all I knew.

It took a couple of minutes for Ally to let go of me but I enjoyed every second of it. I love it when she gets like this. Not when she worries but when she gets motherly, when she tells me that she loves me very much. Once she told me I was her best accomplishment, as if I was good, as if I was the best she could do. I know she can and will do better with Kay-Kay but I took every word that came out of her mouth and made a mental recording of it. And every now and them I hit play, to indulge myself in the idea of being slightly good for some one.

"I was so worried, Athena." She starts of while pulling me to sit on the sofa, making Whiz move to another room in the house so we could talk.

"How did you find out, I didnt want you to know. I sent Kevin to get you but you weren't there." She says while still holding my hand.

"I'm good Ma. I just, I was snooping and found a folder in Vegas room, put two and two together and did what I could before I left." Her worried look turned to one of confusion.

"Folder of what?" She questions and me not registering the fact the we were no longer talking about the same thing kepped going.

"I'm not really sure but, it turns out they are all FBI agents and have been investigating us." I say as if it was every day news. Making her drop my hand and furrow her eyebrows.

"It makes no sense." She mumbles and gets up to pace the room.

"Why would he sell me if he is an FBI agent?" She questions herself but I can here what shes saying.

"Sell you? What are you talking about?" Ally reclaims her seat and look me in the eye before explaining all that she knew.

"It turns out that Reaper paid Afetikó to get him to hand me over. Wich is why he got me in the first place. All of this is his fault." Now I'm the one with a confused look on her face.

"No, I'm sure you got it all wrong, Vegas told me that Jamie sent Kevin the address of where they had you. Thats why Kevin found you, Jamie couldn't come get you because of the investigation but he sent Kevin." This was getting confusing. What did he or did he not really do? I guess we either come to our own conclusions or ask them.

"Kevin, ask kevin if he got a message from an unknown number telling him where you were." I say getting a little excited that I thought about it. With Kevin's answer we might be able to piece it all together. To know what really happend. Or part of it I'm sure we're gonna have to ask them some questions. But this one will answer the most important, can they be trusted or not.

We have to figure everything out. We have made to many mistakes. I have made too many mistakes. It's time to stop following what my heart wants it's time to use logic, I have to be smart from here on out, I dont think we have all the information we need or, we dont have it the right order.

Ally had told me that Jamie had been looking for her but didnt find any school records wich lead him to think she was dead. Or that Uncle Sam had her, thats probably why he was surprised when she found him. He thought she had died in the fire with our father and Uncle. But he didnt know about me. Yet after he found out about Ally he took her in, for a man who sold some one it sure was stupid to take her home, even if he thought she was safe he should have told her or sent her somewhere else.

Then Ally was taken and if Vegas wasnt lying, Jamie found her but wasn't allowed to intervene so he had to get some one else to do it for him giving Kevin what he needed to find Ally. But again why didnt he apologized or tell Ally the full story. Why keep it a secret if all he did was good. Maybe because it wasn't, maybe he felt guilty in the first place for having to do it. We are trying to figure out the wrong person, it's not Jamie but his boss who we should be looking into and why he wasn't intrested in saving Ally and arresting Reaper. The only reason that I have for that is that Reaper wasn't there target, or Ally, theres someone else that there after. Some one who had to do with all of this, the person calling the shots. Who and Why are the questions here. But I belive I have my answer Jamie isn't the one to blame here, he is just following orders, Jamie is after someone else, some one with a grudge toward Ally, a grudge big enough and the right resources to find the one person she had been runing from, one of the people she thought she had killed that day. One of her abusers. Who would have such a big resentment toward her. The why isn't really a question, she has worked for Kevin and his MC for years so she probably helped interrogate and dispose of some one but who?

We are going to have to look into all of them try and figure out who had family and if they are some one close. Or we just ask Jamie who his bigger fish is and try to help him fry it before things get worst. And before we end up digging our own graves.

Now this is all a hypothesis and although Ally might go with it I'm not gonna risk being wrong so I'm gonna have to wait for her to get a reply from Kevin. Once again he will be our deciding factor, so hopefully Vegas didnt lie to me.